Thursday 16 December 2010

Reincarnation and Earthbound Spirits: How does that work? A True Case Study...

(Names and other details changed)

Sarah a young twenty something walks nervously through my London treatment room door, she sits down awkwardly and tells me why she has come.

'Someone recommended I came to see you, I can be going about my day, doing the most normal of things and suddenly I feel incredibly isolated, like I should be somewhere else, it's so strong it almost paralyses me, like I have been taken over, it even happens to me when I am laughing with my mates.'

My immediate assumption was that she had been imprisoned in a past life but I kept this to myself as I have worked enough with hypnotherapy to know the dangers of leading a client and long enough with the spirit world to know that they often don't do what we expect!

Sarah lays- still anxiously- down on my couch but within a few moments I am incredibly shocked at how deep she goes and how quickly- let alone the clarity of her information that rolls of her tongue with no doubt or hesitation even hinted at.

Firstly she describes her business like leather brogues in three different shades of leather, and her rather posh business get up, she tells me she is a middle aged business man who feels sad and angry at how much he has to do all the time. She tells me not only his first name, but also surname and age.

She tells me she is stood at some docks in a location up north that she pinpointed exactly just before the first world war - in a year she pinpointed exactly. She tells me she has a family, a wife, she tells me about clearly, including name age and personality, she says that they were happier before they had the children, two boys, whose names and ages she tells me with certainty.

She tells me she is sad because she often shouts at the boys when they demand his attention, she says she gets angry at the time, but afterwards is full of remorse, she says she doesn't have a good relationship with the boys as they fear him and that this has caused problems in the marriage.

Sarah goes on to tell me about how in this life her father was physically abusive, and wouldn't let his mother show any affection towards him, his mother died when he was very young.

Sarah describes a scene where the wife has forced him to see his dying father in hospital. The scene Sarah describes pictures a family too dysfunctional for words but yet what can be such a “normal” picture for family life. Sarah's father in that life just looked out the window when he arrived and didn't speak, so she turned and walked out, no eye contact, no words.

As the first world war approaches Sarah's boys are all grown up, one has gone off to war but Sarah has kept the most intelligent back to run the business- the oldest son does not want to run the business, the oldest son wanted to go to war, or to London- where he had fallen in love with a girl, his father didn't allow him and the resentment built even more.

Next thing Sarah said to me was “I'm dead”

At this point I ask people to describe what they are experiencing and usually the regression begins to turn into a life-between-life exploration. This was what I was expecting to happen.

So I ask Sarah to tell me what she is experiencing and to my surprise she starts to describe to me what her family are doing, so I ask her “are you still with your family?” and she replies

“Yes- I stay with them.” So I ask Sarah to go to her death and tell me how she dies...

“I shot myself”

“And you stay with your family why?”

'Because I feel guilty, I want to make it up to them”

“And when your family die, then what?”

“I stay in the house, i'm stuck”

“Are you still stuck in the house now?”

“Yes,”

What is the house address? (for the first time Sarah hesitates)

“I don't know” she replies

“Go to the letterbox” I say “see a letter addressed to you and read it out to me”

Sarah reads out the whole name and address including post code

I ask her if she want to be free and she replies that she does.

I ask her what she can do to free herself and for the second time she doesn't know.

I inform her that I am going to the address with her to release the part of her soul that is still earthbound, we communicate together under my instruction the soul, to say that suicide is just a necessary learning experience that maybe all of us have to go through at one point, to explain that guilt has no place, that we all do our best at our own levels of consciousness and how could he be conscious about love if he never experienced it? Not that his parents are to blame,just like he isn't to blame, it is all part of such a big picture it is impossible for our small human minds to comprehend. To feel guilt is almost an arrogance, as if we are saying “we know better” it is destructive, it holds our souls back from evolving and causes more damage rather than damage limitation. We call upon the ancestors to help the transition, after which I fill the house with white light.

When Sarah comes round she says her father in this life is not physically abusive but emotionally distant yet she had never been angry with him because deep down she understood. She also told me that she felt fear and blocked around going into a relationship, so not only did it give her clarity on where the isolated feeling came from, but also her understanding of her dad and why she had been feeling like she had around relationships.

For me, wel spirit had gobsmacked me for yet another time!

Earlier that week my teenage stepdaughter asked me how a loved one could be in the spirit world and also reincarnate, I “fobbed her off “ with the line “because we can be everywhere at all times” she seemed happy with that answer but I wasn't! I thought to myself “listen to yourself! What type of fluffy silly hippy answer is that man?!” although it rolled off my silver tongue easily when I thought about it I couldn't really comprehend it...

(Mercury is retrograde from 10th- 30th December- no better time for regression than in the Mercury retrograde period.) See www.transcendentaltemple.co.uk for more information on Past Life Regression sessions and to download a Past life regression MP3 and www.initiationworkshops.co.uk to book on a workshop an 'Past Life Regression Therapy” all by Tiffany Crosara Dip.Past Life Regression Therapy, Dip. Tarot, Dip.Parapsychology

Monday 15 November 2010

The Badger Blog

November Sun and New Moon in Scorpio- just how eye opening, transformative and revealing can we get?!


On Tuesday 9th I was a student at a life coaching course, there we did a guided meditation which as you probably know or have guessed I am a sucker for :-)


During this one the most random (but normal for me) vision of a Badger appeared singing “Roxanne you don't have to put on the red light” which was rather amusing as well as assuring!


After which we were guided to a familiar place and I saw a guide who I have been aware of for about a month now- a Native American (I know I know!) called White Feather, (I know I know!) I was not then aware of why he had started working with me. The badger was singing away to The Police and White Feather was drumming which made for a quite an amusing band.


Next we were guided to a box, mine was long and thin, and in true logical mind form I tried to make it a shape I thought a box should be e.g: shorter and flatter, and in true meditation gave up when it wouldn't happen!


Next we were told that the box contained our life's ideal work, and that it was time to open it.

As I did a beautiful black fountain pen the size of me revealed itself and I heard the words

It's achievable, you are already doing it, you are the pen, you will see, it's already happening”


After the meditation we discussed our findings in small groups, with books of signs to refer to.

As we looked up “Badger” the tile was called “Keeper of Stories.' The group retorted that it was very clear that I should be writing a book. I replied I had been told this many times but just don't have the time, I then paused and said- “unless something shifts like it might do in April.' One of the group said “ Did you get that from the book?” and showed me the next line (the only other line in bold) “Cycle of power for Badger late spring”


How blatant can a Badger be? I then thought back over the past few months- about a badger that had taken up residence outside our house and that I always saw with my husband or had heard about it chasing my step daughter! I was convinced it was the power animal of either my husband or daughter and it had become a running joke in the family. What a projection!


Ironically that session was about busting procrastination! But I still did- I went home and ordered 'The Writers Handbook 2011” Something I had put off for two years! But now I am happy that I can prepare to read it for two months and still have a whole year ahead :-)


Then I thought about White Feather and thought “Aha! Quill!”


That night I was telling someone about my new site (http://www.initiationworkshops.co.uk) and they just randomly interrupted “have you ever thought of writing a book?” When I asked them why, they said “I don't know, it just popped into my head”


The next morning I got up to find post addressed to our last house on the doorstep- even though the redirection of post has ended! The post was a business newsletter with a heading in mass type saying “WRITING BOOK HELPS BUSINESS TRIPLE SIGN-UPS”


Yes, that was my third sign..watch this space.....

Tuesday 19 October 2010

Transcendental News: WOW! The big week build up to 10.10.10 and Manifestation

You're Everywhere!!!

For those of you who have been regularly reading- no doubt you will be aware of the ongoing housing situation that me and my family have been facing. (for those who haven't a year ago we moved into a house that was a health and safety risk- little to our knowledge, loosing possessions and health along the way and rudely wakened by the lack of rights for tenants. Since March we have desperately been trying to find somewhere to live to no avail due to the severe housing shortage in far West Cornwall due to second and holiday homes, escaping homelessness narrowly twice)

This week we moved! :-)

Not far either!

My husband owns a van for the first time and for the first time the move was so close all we needed to move was a wheelbarrow!

So many times over the Summer I looked out the bedroom window and wondered where our next home would be- little did I know I was staring right at it....

Little did I know that when I did the Psychic Development Diploma Remote Viewing exercise in Cornwall, that the roof the students accurately saw and drew (as they were accurately remote viewing my husband's view out the same window) was going to be the roof of my next house-

WOW! Spirit- you really are something else.

But what a week leading up to it-

Not only have we been plagued with housing issues and ill health but we have also felt the effects of the recession really rather too close for comfort, which is probably an understatement- last week after another such blow my husband was being negative- which really isn't a characteristic of his at all, but is something we have all been tested by lately,

and I said to him-

When we move to the new place we have to make sure we have gotten out all the negativity of our recent experiences, so that we totally leave it behind and close the door on it, literally”

6am on the day we were due to move I wake up feeling nauseas and don't stop vomiting until 10pm whilst my husband is unable to get out of bed at all sweating and shaking profusely- doctor said we had the same “virus”, mine went to my stomach and his went to his lungs....

It reminds me (once again) that when we state with intention we have to be very VERY careful!

Another couple of squewif manifestations this month have been:

My step-daughter wanted us to get a brown leather sofa when we moved- we laughed!

Two days later we are offered a free leather brown sofa- just to find out its too big to get through our new door way!

I have been putting it out there to write for magazines and was thrilled when my first paid job came through amazingly quickly- only to be dashed when I realised there was something I couldn't do :-(

I must pay more attention to the clarification process- it seems even the universe has small print these days!

All this realisation of manifestations came to light a couple of Thursdays ago when I ended up doing a 'WOW' board as an activity in a workshop I was attending.

A “WOW” board is different to a vision Board in that once you have completed it you take it in and let it go trusting the universe is receiving it and in turn giving it to you, it keeps the flow going...

I sat there looking at the “normal magazines” in front of me and thought-

“I am never going to find anything for me in here!”

But as I turned the pages I got the best surprises, it really was as if the universe knew exactly what I was looking for and presented it with me, and not just pictures but whole phrases too! So I busily got to it and collaged it up so much the facilitator asked me if I needed more board! I felt there was a message in there about how we may think we are never going to find it- or that it's way off but it is all right under our noses- our new home was- literallly!

After that I went to London and saw a couple of friends separately- who both synchronistically started volunteering how they had looked back over their manifestation goals and how they had all come true- one even said that a friend had written down that she wanted a man between 5”11 and 6ft and thats what she got!- He had one leg shorter than the other!!

So now I feel even more aware at a much deeper level of the need to be conscious and clear with our thoughts- but have I had a minute to process?-

Or even realise that 10.10.10 was coming up? No!
It was thrust upon me as a big fat cherry whilst I was drowning in a mr whippy frenzy.... So I guess I just gotta hope my sub-conscious thoughts have been good ones! :-/

I have been far too busy throwing up and other pleasantries in between moving boxes and taking business calls to be doing conscious manifestations!

I managed to stay in our lovely new home for one night before I went off up to London, and no peace then either! -It is a very beautiful home and I mean home.

We know the last two lots of tenants that still miss it and see it as home and the letting agent has known the ninety year old landlady since he was a boy- in her hay day lived there with her family and allowed her children to run round the streets of Mousehole in their naked glory- once grown they lived in woods and became political activists, their somewhat free love vibe has soaked deeply into the walls that bend to embrace you as you duck down from the courtyard through the stable door into the low beamed ceilings (literally if you are more than 5”5!). Downstairs it is tiny, stone and quirky with amazing character, and some ship gangway steps that take you through a hatch to a vast tardis of an upstairs netloft.

The spirits of the house feel just as vast and lovely and the cats agree as they settle immediately and brim with purrs and head buffs- something we haven't seen them do for the last few months in the previous place.

Come bed time I am slightly unsettled and I wonder why. Is it just because I am in a new place? I doubt it! Wherever I lay my blackberry is my home for half the week when I pop off to London...

So as usual I try to put it to the back of my mind until I finally get off to sleep...

In my dreams, a friendly fisherman comes through the bedroom door and introduces himself telling me his name politely and stating that he is stuck, he asks me if I would help him over? I agree, and see a huge golden light growing brighter from the window reach him and over he goes.

I tell my husband this in the morning.

My husband spends the next day continuing the seemingly endless task of cleaning our old place whilst I get the train to London- still slightly nauseas, empty stomached and weak.

On the train I get a text from a weirded out husband saying he was clearing out the old place when a black cat just like our cat Mystic (Mystic is not just any black cat but incredibly small, smooth and Egyptian looking) came through the cat flap and began walking in and out the rooms, ignoring his calls, my husband thought she must have escaped the new house. Eventually she turned to look at him and he saw the eyes were different- the cat left and then came back with a younger looking version of our tabby cat Tom and they both proceeded to walk around the rooms!

I didn't receive the whole text at once so was waiting for it to complete and at the time it did the song everywhere was on my ipod:

“You're everywhere...

Everywhere I see your faces,

Every time you're not around doesn't matter coz you're everywhere to me

Everyone you've ever known counts on you, waits for you to come through

Don't you know you're gonna breakthrough

And everywhere you came and left you came in the name of love,

happiness, tenderness and sweet conflict,

You hang around, you come on down and it's on and on and on,

i'm calling your number”

(Remember I'm calling your number as it's important for later)


I text Richard this and then look up to see an Orange ad that says:

“Inspired by everything everywhere?”

'Spooky! We were about to say the same thing to you”

'Together, we can do more”

My husband tells me the next morning that when he went to bed, he turned the light out, thought about my dream and wondered if there was anything in the house, at that exact moment his phone went off with a message- “from home”.... (i'm calling your number?)

My time in London is crazy good and very manic as always- on Friday I saw ten clients, did a radio interview for my spirit radio and went on to teach a jam packed to the rafters Tarot masterclass in the evening- as I go off to sleep I realise that I am still doing a reading- for who I don't know! I tell them to bog off- that I am sleeping now- not reading! I go to sleep and dream that I am teaching Tarot instead! Gosh! I must have been wicked!

Saturday I teach a Psychic Development Diploma and then 10.10.10 is upon me and i am teaching Reiki Two- a lovely way to spend the day- then its back on the train for six hours to make the transitions back to Cornwall- where I am met by an almost crippled Husband- seems his what seemed long gone Sciatica has resurfaced- so it's more Reiki before bed. The next day he is fine. Thank god for Reiki.

So it is 11.10.10 before I get to do any research on 10.10.10 and here is what I found:

10.10.10:
Holistic trinity of completion and new beginnings, mentally, spiritually, physically.

Symptoms:

Re-appearances- visitiations from the old- friends, family, exes, stuck spirits, in order to be released.

Re-surfacing of old physical ailments in order to be released

Increased syncronicity as the DNA is prepared for higher activation for the new shift into the intergalactic gateway

Did you have any symptoms?

If you want to know more check out this youtube clip:
http://spiritlibrary.com/videos/magenta-pixie/the-opening-of-the-intergalactic-gateway-on-101010

Sunday 19 September 2010

Mercury Retrograde 20/08/10-12/09/10- What Did It Mean For You?

Thursday 9th Sept-

I just got a text from a client saying “Tiffany- I can't wait to get your newsletter this month- this Mercury retrograde thing is doing my head in!”

“Hmm! I hadn't even thought I was ready to do that!”

I normally wait until the end in order to review- but maybe people need some help during, and then I tuned in and got- “you got more than enough come through girl!”

So then in my normal whipped up frenzy I think to myself – “Oh gosh! There is only two days left before Mercury goes direct on Sunday and I must get it out there by then! (Never mind the fact that tomorrow I am working day and night and Saturday I have an all day workshop!) No that doesn't matter!- I have three hours left on the train to do this”- then I realise I forgot my laptop charger and my battery is nearly flat!...............................................

That type of thing is “Typical Mercury Retrograde!”

This Mercury Retrrograde has been particularly strong for me this time and I wonder if it is because Mercury is retrograde in Virgo and because I have Mercury is in Virgo, or if it is because Mercury is ruled by Virgo?-

My conclusion is that it could well be particularly strong for all of us as Mercury is retrograde in it's own sign- but particularly for anyone with strong Virgo or in particular Mercury in Virgo.

Whatever sign and house Mercury is in will give you information about what this Mercury Retrograde means for you, also what planets you have in Virgo and where.

If you don't know where your Mercury is then go here and fill in the details of your birth:http://www.astro.com/cgi/scus.cgi?act=vreg&&cid=1kofilem1gpPw-u1284048539

If you get stuck, and need some help there is a “send page' link on the page of your chart drawing,

You can send it to me at tiffany@transcendentaltemple.co.uk with a donation and I will have a look for you and explain. To make the donation please use the “donation” button at the bottom of the Reiki page at:http://www.transcendentaltemple.co.uk/distance-healings.html

(Or if you are not sure about your time of birth email me anyway as I may be able to help.)

(I am offering this service as donation at present as I am currently studying Astrology seriously (again!) for the second time in my life and sooner or later Transcendental Temple will have an Astrology section but right now I am still learning- learning Astrology sometimes feels like you are trying to learn everything about the universe- I guess it may be because you are! It can feel like a never ending infinite journey- because I guess it is! But it is something I have been passionate about since a VERY early age- it runs far back to my childhood, probably even as far back as four! (When my Tarot interest started) I have become passionate about other things since then but my passion for Tarot has always been top and never waned and I would go as far to say as my passion for Astrology matches it.)

For those of you who may not have the foggiest idea of what I am blathering on about here's a quick explanation (before my battery dies!)

Mercury is the planet of movement, of communication, of getting the message, of getting from one place to another. Three times a year (on average- last year it threw in an extra one at christmas just before the year was out!) Mercury “appears” to be moving backwards through space, this is known as the Mercury Retrograde period.

During this time communications and general movements can all seem to be going “backwards” but just like how the planet only seems to be going backwards, we only seem to be going backwards, the process of which is just to re-view before the next step.

Mercury retrograde can be really frustrating if you let it, hic-ups in your communications and processes in general can seem extraordinarily high, feeling like you have re-verted into old patterns, broken/ missing communications, and generally things just not feeling like they are going to plan, but actually they are- it's all down to the bigger plan. Mercury is the trickster and the trick is to either see the bigger picture or laugh!

Mercury is not a great period for initiating projects, but it is “ab fab” for anything with “Re” in the name, like so: Regression (like past -life visitation for instance), reflection, renovation, research, reviewing, relocating, (but nothing moving or travelling forward!!) re-doing, etc...

Even though this has been a particularly strong one for me I have to say I am quite impressed with my ability this time to laugh :-)

Even when I realised I have forgotten my laptop charger which means I am now dragging my laptop round London all weekend for no reason what so ever except to make my back-pack even heavier than it already is with eight 60 page A4 manuals in it!

Even though it means I am going to have eight hours on a train- which I always use to work- with a dead laptop and an inability to work, which could well put me in a spin because I am totally booked up next week and however am I going to make p the time, blah,blah,blah!.....I am smiling- because I know really that I won't take a break unless it is enforced-and I am pretty sure I need one. (Although I know I am getting into this and will be annoyed when it conks!)

However I can't see the funny side in forgetting to pick up my prescription inhalers before I got on the train to leave which leaves me without any for a few days, every time this has happened in the past psychologically I wind myself up to having an asthma attack (by fearing it I bring it on.)

I can't afford to have an asthma attack this weekend as I am totally fully booked, so I guess maybe this is about seeing my old pattern of thought and changing it :-/ bit challenging that one!

I can definitely see the funny side of my husband saying to me last night- “Tiffany- what is the sugar doing in the fridge?”-

And the funny side of me sat on the loo in a panic as I had a phone reading coming through in just over five minutes and I needed to get a message off the landline phone and what should have been a simple minute long task really wasn't!- With that in one hand and my blackberry in other, poised to ring the number I knew was a mobile-every time I listened to the message on the LANDLINE- the message would cut out at different points of the number- It took me five times to hear the whole number and then I saw I had twelve numbers! (Mobiles only have eleven) and so I listened again only to find the whole message had disappeared!!!

“oh **** Mercury!!!!!”

“Right now I have twelve numbers for this lady who wants a psychic reading- well if I meant to read for her I will psychically deduce the right one!”

To my shock- first time I got it right! Poor love had me reciting the whole story to her in quite a rushed way as I was still on the loo and had only a couple of minutes before another phone reading was coming through after five minutes of decoding a simple number! Good knows what she thought! (I didn't tell her the loo bit! I think that meant I saved it as she still booked :-/ !)

I can see the deeper side of doing a Skype reading for a return client in China (that seemed from the cards that between booking and having the reading she had processed it all by herself ) cutting out half way through. I could just see she needed to save the other half for a time when she really needed it and luckily she saw that too.

Even when a new client emails me saying they would like a Regression (re-gression is always popular during retrogrades) and it goes into my junk and I have to transfer it to my inbox to reply and as I do that it gets launched into cyber-space never to be seen again- I know that means that this person is doubting (they had already turned down my available days that Mysteries had given them and were asking if I do any other in London which I don't) not ready, or it's not right in someway for me to do it. I get over the fact that it's cost me money, a new client and maybe given me a reputation as rude due to the lack of response by knowing that it still is for the highest good in some way! (At least that is what I tell myself! :-/ )

But so many people have said to me “did you get my email?” this month it's like a stuck record! Or they haven't got mine either- and these are the people I have been lucky enough to see- so I will take the chance now to say- if you have emailed me and I haven't replied it is not because I can't be bothered-in fact I am OCD when it comes to emails so if you ever don't get a reply- it's because I haven't got it so email me again- please!

So on top of all those things I have even been dreaming about it- I dreamt my blackberry was so old and knackered it's buttons were falling out like rotten old worn out teeth, the night before that I dreamt about old issues arising and the next day they did- if only I had seen the warning in my dream and taken heed, but I guess we all need to remind ourselves of how far we have come and sometimes we can only do it by reverting momentarily. Dreams are very important messengers PARTICULARLY during Mercury Retrograde.

ASK YOURSELF: What do you remember dreaming about?

If you want more help working through your dreams check out The Academy Of Dreams at:

http://www.theacademyofdreams.com

At work it's been like a reunion for me every day as old “re-turn” clients have been coming out the woodwork (waiting room!) it's been rather emotional- Imagine being on “Surprise surprise” ten times over in one day minus Cilla and you can get close!

ASK YOURSELF: What old friends and acquaintances have come back in your life over this period and why?

The amount of enquiries for Past- life Regression has been seriously prevalent, in fact I have never known so many requests and not only that but a position to teach Past Life Regression has just been offered to me so watch this space- Maybe next Mercury Retrograde!

(At this point my battery ran out......................)

Sunday 12th Sept-

The day Mercury goes direct!

I have weathered the storm of a full schedule of work around communication of the last few days of the retrograde and borrowed someone's charger-I am now on the train- going forward/back to Cornwall and all seems calmer! Fingers crossed!

On Thursday night a had a dream that night I messed up my Tarot Workshop on Saturday- I went to work at Mysteries- from which I was going straight on to Euston to teach Tarot Masterclass. An hour before it started I realised I left all my stuff for it- in Cornwall!


Saturday went very well in my eyes and in fact I think I even managed to pull off Friday- But still I realized the dream was warning me and then I realize another gift of Mercury.


The whispering intuitions- not just through the night but during the day too, I have felt someone whispering in my ear, still I ignore it most of the time- you would think a full-time psychic had learnt to trust it but I am still human too and very much trying!!!


For those who have been reading the newsletters since March you will know about the challenging time my family and I have had finding a home to move into where we live in the far west corner of Cornwall due to the huge problem of second homes, holiday cottages, general tourist accommodation, and no mortgages being available for self-employed first time buyers, not only that but we have had a deadline due to our home being a serious health and safety risk.

The deadline was August 11th (my birthday!)

Not only did we not have anywhere to go but the recession hit us hard at that time and we didn't have any money to move either - it was a stressful time- Eventually I went to the letting agents a week before we were due out and begged for more time- we got it :-) So then the next challenge was how were we going to pay the rent?- Next thing I know a company who ripped me off coughed up the refund they owed me and I could pay the rent :-)


(We found our last house during the mercury Retrograde of October 2010- it was a new village we were moving too and our experience in the house has been rife with problems althoug the village have been very supportive- but we did move on October 11th (11 is the number of Justice and october is Libra-Justice that coupled with the retrograde was probably not the best move!)

Well- this Mercury Retrograde the house we have been looking so desperately for came to us- 30 seconds down the road! - and the “super-natural” thing about that is two things:

We can see the rooftop of our next home from our current bedroom window!- the amount of times I stood at that window and asked the universe where our next home in the village was- I was literally staring at it- not only that but when I did the last Psychic Development Diploma Day the students had to remote view the scene my husband was seeing- he was staring out the bedroom window over the roof top with the harbour in the distance- all of the students drew rooftop and a harbour- they did not know where he was.

Now I see the universe was trying it's best to get the message to me even then back in July but I just was too stressed to see.

Even when I saw the new home and loved it's character I still needed confirmation it was to be okay- I was worried about another horrific winter of severe damp and cold like we had had last winter and wondered if the house would be able to protect us as our present one had failed severely.

But then I remembered how I had seen that once again the universe went out of it's way to let me know it would be okay- When we were kindly told about the house by a neighbour it was a weekend and we had just returned from being away for a week. In Cornwall the shortage of rentals is severe which means anything on the market gets snapped up yesterday, I was anxious that we had been away and worried it would go. I sent emails and left phone messages over the weekend and Monday morning I was like a woman in labour, pacing up and down waiting for something to happen. I wondered if I should ring and heard a whisper in my ear; “wait until ten” a familiar whisper, I knew it was spirit but still I couldn't trust and rang!- to no avail! So then I did wait- until ten- and then I rang! The lady on the other end said “Oh Yes I have literally just sent you an appointment to view!”

So I thought about the roof-top view, the remote viewing, and the whispering and trusted.

We move into our new home when Mercury is direct! Even though we found it during Mercury Retrograde I am not worried with the message from spirit and the realisation that sometimes what happens in one retrograde sometimes needs another retrograde to get right and the fact that we are literally staying on the same road and only need a wheelbarrow to move so it really does just feel like a re-location.

I am definitely never moving on the 11th October again (11-Justice, Oct-Justice!)


Not with my birthday (11-Justice, Aug-Strength!)

This time it's: (4- Home and Security, Oct-Justice!)


ASK YOURSELF: What intuitions have you had?


ASK YOURSELF: What things got put right this time that “went wrong” in the recent past Mercury Retrogrades Periods of: 26th Dec 09- 15th Jan 10 and 18th Apr- 11 May


Remember that these reviews are gifts, insights to help your understanding and your path forward now until the next time- 10th-30th Dec, so use them wisely and have a beautiful time creating and moving forward freely until the next time for review...

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Beautiful Bountiful Blessings to you


Tiffany x

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Between Penzance and Lands End, Rosemerryn Wood lies nestles in the sheltered Lamorna Valley, a mile from the sea at Lamorna Cove.




Set in seven acres of woodland, which hold within a two thousand year old man made cave the Boleigh Fogou. The Fogou was once part of an iron-age settlement; just one of numerous such Ancient Celtic sites to be found in the far west of Cornwall, but considered to be one of the best remaining monuments of its kind. Part of an iron-age site, this man made underground cave has survived pretty well intact for 2000 years. The word ‘fogou’ is derived from the Cornish word for cave – fogo - and indeed these fantastic constructions do not occur anywhere else in England. It is thought that birth and death rituals were carried out in the fogou, that it was used for initiation and spiritual ceremonies. The Fogou is well known for giving spiritual experiences for those that dare to enter!



Having once been cultivated, part of the wood is graced with beautiful camellias and azaleas, and huge rhododendrons. 
Natural pathways, bordered by daffodils, bluebells and irises follow a stream that tumbles down through the valley to reach the sea at Lamorna Cove. Off the beaten track, and yet close to both Penzance and St Ives, as well as some beautiful sandy beaches and coves, Rosemerryn Wood offers the perfect setting for learning such magical arts such as Tarot and Psychic Development, at any time of the year it is deeply enchanting and beautiful.

Bed & Breakfast is offered in the main house where the courses will run for £30- £35 per person per night.


There is a certain fairy magic that sparkles across the seven acres of Rosemerryn, not to mention the enigmatic Fogou in the gardens (definitely worth a visit) and as an introductory Tarot course, The Fool’s Journey does exactly what it says on the box and so much more. It ignited my respect for the cards and profoundly deepened my understanding of them. I am amazed at my ability to accurately interpret, all without my trusty Tarot book. I learn that it’s not so much a case of intellectually reading the cards as feeling through them.”

-Prediction Magazine- August 2010

Thanks so much for the Psychic Development & Tarot weekend, they have got to be two of the most amazing days I have ever experienced. You are right when you describe this as a magical journey I feel like I'm in one of the most peaceful and yet exhilarating times of my life. Thank you so much I can't tell you how much this has all helped me refocus on what is important in life, I don't think you could have come along at a better time.”


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I have attended Tiffany's professional Psychic Development course and it was totally brilliant. Tiffany is an excellent teacher, incredibly knowledgeable and very kind. Her course totally lived up to my expectations. I love how she was able to communicate complex information in a very clear and concise manner. I can't recommend her courses highly enough.”

Nicole Songpin Fan

I had never really been drawn to the Tarot before, but after I met Tiffany I was inspired to attend her Tarot Beginners Workshop. I have to say it was the best workshop I have done, it was very informative but in a non overloading way, I felt Tiffany kept the whole day really punchy and up beat there was no chance of my mind wandering (that is saying something!!) I have come away armed with actions (it's a fantastic manual) to help me develop and understand the true magic of the cards. I found her an excellent teacher, she definitely has a gift for that as I know how hard it is having a room full of different people and abilities and you have make sure they are all on track. I would recommend Tiffany & the Course to everyone!!!”



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Thursday 26 August 2010

In Faith?... In Fear?.... Where are you?
Mother mother tell your children,
Their time has just begun
I have suffered for my anger
These wars can't be won
Father father believe me
I am laying down my guns
I am broken like an arrow
Forgive me, forgive your wayward son

Everybody needs somebody to love
Everybody needs somebody
Faith, you know you're gonna live through the rain
Gotta keep the faith
Don't you let love turn to hate
Lord you gotta keep the faith

Faith: You know you're gonna live through the rain.
Oh, you've gotta keep the faith.
Faith: Don't you know it's never too late?
Now you gotta keep the faith.
Faith: Don't let your love turn to hate.
Now you've gotta keep the faith.
Keep the faith, keep the faith.
Oh, you gotta keep the faith.

Tell me baby when I hurt you
Do you keep it all inside?
Do you tell me all's forgiven
And hide behind your pride?

I've been walkin' in the footsteps of society's lies.
I don't like what I see no more;
sometimes I wish that I was blind.
Sometimes I wait forever
to stand out in the rain so no one sees me cry
and try to wash away the pain.

Mother, Father, these things I've done I can't erase.
Every night we're far from grace.
It's hard with the world in your face.
Tryin' to hold on. Tryin' to hold on, yeah.

Faith: You know you're gonna live through the rain.
Oh, you've gotta keep the faith.
Faith: Don't you know it's never too late?
Now you gotta keep the faith.
Faith: Don't let your love turn to hate.
Now you've gotta keep the faith.

-Jon Bon Jovi


I know this pain
Why do you lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Don't ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?

Some day somebody's gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry?
Don't you know?

Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day?
Things'll go your way
Hold on for one more day

You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Letting your worries pass you by
Don't you think its worth your time
To change your mind?

I know this pain
But you hold on for one more day and
Break free the chains
Yeah I know this pain
But you hold on for one more day and you
Break free, break from the chain

-Wilson Phillips

Dear Transcendental Templar's,

"How are you doing?"

That is a statement that is tossed flippantly at each other so many times a day and our conditioning flips back a

"fine thanks, you?"

Just like a pancake being flipped around, it's flat...

So if we give such flat flippancy to our connection with someone else, what about the connection with ourselves?

When was the last time you sat down and really asked yourself "how are you doing?" Not only that...

How did you answer yourself?

The past month has been powerful around facing the truth, facing our fears, seeing conditioning and illusions for what they are and all in all ACCEPTANCE...

So maybe really you are not fine, maybe you have just seen that you can't go on living the way you are, maybe you just realised your relationship wasn't all it was cracked up to be, maybe you just realized you can't go on in career that doesn't nourish your soul, maybe you have just clearly been shown something about yourself which really hurts, maybe your physical security is being threatened by the recent economic events, maybe, maybe, maybe...

The waking up is happening all over the place in so many forms and just like when we wake from a deep slumber, at first the light is painful, almost blinding and too much to handle but we eventually accept it, we adjust to it and not only that we see a lot clearer when the light is there.

When the light is there it is there we progress and the way forward is easily seen, but first comes acceptance.

Seems easy put like that right?

True acceptance means being true to oneself.... How can acceptance exist if we are in denial of the truth? And what is truth anyway? Is it whatever we perceive it to be? In a world full of illusion what is truth?

Start with what is in front of you. The reality of the situation at hand. Take one situation in your life at a time. Do you feel any resistance in your gut? Any tension in your head? Any anxiety and shortness of breath in your heart? These are all fear signs, when we are in fear we are in resistance to the truth. We are no longer in acceptance.

Facing the truth, allowing the pain, without moving to hide it or fix it, that's true acceptance...


As I say these words I am practicing them.

I have been practicing them staunchly and I have failed time and time again, I am human, we are human, and for the soul to give up whilst the body is going strong is not what we are here for, but we also must celebrate behaving like a human being and not be despondent if our days are not full of wise or moral actions, but get back up again.

My recent newsletters have spoken much about the "e;Grand Cross"e; that was exact on August 6th, this grand alignment in the sky has been building up since last September and intensified greatly from June 26th,. Now, supposedly easing off possible effects on the planet and our lives.

Some say that it is a preview of what happens in 2012, some say it affects Cancer's, Capricorn's, Libra's and Aries' more than anyone else, but affects us all, the world at large.

So what have we seen in the wider circle that is the world?

Fires in cold places like Russia- floods in dry places like Pakistan, the Tories and the Lib Dems teaming up- all this doesn't really go together does it?! Or does it? Is there an extreme re-balancing going on?

Bring your circle closer, your friends, your family, what is happening for them?

Any extremes? Any re-balancing?

Then bring it back to yourself - "How are you doing?"

I may be someone on the spiritual path but I am human. I may not be Cancer, Capricorn, Aries or Libra, but I am part of the world. Since September my world has felt like a pressure cooker and this past month finally bust the door off.

What about you?

I often talk of what has been going on in my life in these newsletters as I believe that true sharing from the heart helps others to grasp these words as "real" rather than a concept.

In my last newsletter, I spoke of my week the Arthur Findlay College, the top college in the world for psychic and mediumistic development. I entered there on 26th June- the day everything intensified. I lived in a psychic bubble for a week, likened only to Big Brother for mediums!

When I came out I had a very rude awakening to reality.

My husband and I are both self employed and both our work simultaneously screeched to a halt.

At the same time our tenancy agreement on our home was expiring, living in a tourist area at the height of summer meant there was nowhere to move to and even if there was we didn't have the money to do it. Our savings went in one week of paying our expenses, every bit of security wiped out just at a single click.

We were faced with the very real possibility of loosing all that we were attached to, any scrap of control was relinquished from our very hands and we were left with one decision only...

To live in fear, or to live in faith and bloody hell did I struggle.

I knew that real faith doesn't mean having faith that the universe will deliver to you what you want, only that it will deliver what you need and what if I needed to experience loosing my home? My family base? I struggled- I had had enough of receiving what I needed! I wanted what I wanted! I became bitter, I felt victimised, I felt life was sorely unfair, I felt I had fallen out with the universe and this meant I felt like a fake in my work, I had lost the faith, how could I help others to find it if I had lost it myself? So then I found myself in a catch 22 situation.

On the week approaching our last week to our tenancy annihilation, with still no money and nowhere to live Jon Bon Jovi arrived in my head- like he had found somewhere to crash free of charge- Lucky him!

He played "Keep the Faith" over and over again, it's not a song I own or know that well, but I actually didn't mind it for the first few days- I found it really helped actually!

I started to receive anonymous chain texts & emails about how everything is going to be OK if I just I just give it time, some were even signed by "in safe hands!" But despite all these very strong messages randomly appearing on my Blackberry and Bon Jovi shouting at me to keep the faith over and over again- I was still seriously struggling.

Give it Time?! We only had a week left! This is just asking too much!!

On good days I saw it as an amazing spiritual practice, one of acceptance of whatever happens, one that made us face our fears and see the illusions in the world for what they were which was incredibly freeing, but in my human days I struggled and made things worse for myself, unable to have a clear head enough to focus on manifesting the work, clouded and fogged with the fear and pain in myself and seeing how my pain was also affecting my family, then seeing the illusions and control present within that, the truth of every situation was painfully presented and a week before eviction date the door on my pressure cooker finally blew.

My husband sat with me and held me quietly, soothing me with love, I felt better after about ten minutes and tell him that Jon Bon Jovi had been replaced by Wilson Phillips!

(Another song I don't own or know that well!)

"I know that there is pain, but if you hold on for one more day, things'll change"

He asked me when that happened and I said "about 3 minutes ago"

"I asked God to help you about three minutes ago" he replied.

"Hold on for one more day" ;- well that's a bit more specific! Yes okay, I can do that...

The next day we managed to secure two more months on where we are living, taking us into a time of the year where houses come available, the work came back AND a company that ripped me off rang me and said that they were going to refund me my money which happened to mean I could pay the rent after all.

So what has all this been about?

I was shown all the illusions, all the pain, all the fear, I was shown the truth of situations, personally and professionally, and I emerged as if nothing ever happened professionally and immensely changed personally. I woke up. It hurt, I adjusted, faced what I saw and accepted.

I feel free from any attachment to how things "e;SHOULD' be, I feel aware of how fear, control and the ego keep us in the pain body and I woke up to how I increased that pain body in myself, my family and how I now go forward, with love and acceptance in my heart.

I ask, would I have felt the same if the universe hadn't have given me what I wanted?

If we actually had lost it all? and I feel that I can honestly say yes. I believe this is why everything shifted at the last minute. Because it no longer needed for it to go that far...

So, "How are you doing?" Are you attached to your fears? Are you controlled by control? Is your ego standing in the way of love? If so celebrate being human! But also help yourself be free...

Your worth it...At the risk of sounding like a hippy! :-/ Love really is all you need....

Byron Katie's Work is incredibly freeing: access it here: http://www.thework.com/index.php

Also up in the same line I put my valued friend Simon, access his site to see our recent interviews:

http://www.simononthesofa.com/on-the-sofa/tiffany-crosara/

(and read on below to find out about the workshops on inner freedom he is holding and also whilst we are on the free theme the free counseling for couples my colleague Deborah Winterbourne is offering)

So whilst all that was going on I made my first debut in Prediction Magazine, which went so well they are coming back for more! Join them here: http://www.predictionmagazine.com/blog/493186/book-this-course-join-prediction-for-a-tarot-and-psychic-skills-workshop-in-sunny-cornwall-21st-and-22nd-august.html

Below is a list of things to help you live through the rain...

Keep the faith...

Love and blessings

Tiffany x

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Monday 19 July 2010

If you will but turn to look the other way with force, you will but get a pain in your neck.

Yet you only feel the pain when we turn you round once more.

Down the road there is twists and turns and we are here to keep you on track.

Just focus on where you are now and you will feel to be going straight.

If you are still, there, there will be stillness in your every turn.

A peace will resonate through the world in your butterfly wings.

Focusing down the road, trying to make it straight, is a lot more work.

Roadworks are noisy, disruptive, attention seeking statements,

that seem only necessary to humans.

They are things we do not understand, things that cause us pain.

Nature has it's own balance, human nature overcompensates for nothing,

nature always re-balances.

Be gentle like the breeze, allow the unseen to gently guide you down the path and all will become clear in time.

All will just simply be.

Destruction, creation, recreation, it all comes down to balance,

Balance yourself and balance the world.

-Running Wolf, Thurs 1st July 2010

Black cat sat on the mat,

Bird high in the tree,

Eat me, meet me,

Whatever way you can,

We are all connected,

We are all one,

Whatever way it's done,

We are all one.

-Running Wolf, Sat 10th July 2010

Poised at a large wooden table in front of a majestic bay window welcoming in the late summer sun, I cast my eyes out over the contrast of acres of heavenly kept gardens and prim roses with their perfectionist borders, to the seemingly insufficient wall whispering a separation from the heavenly to the wild, unkept haunting field space where the old Standstead Hall once stood before it was burned, as if nothing will ever dare stand there again. Hmm “Stand-stead” I think! How interesting!

I hear the tutor's voice vaguely in the background call me back into focus on the task at hand, to jot down some pointers to help us do an improvised inspirational speech and I bring my attention back inside to the real stately home, the one that stands in good stead (for now at least).

I worry that I am unable to “jot down pointers” and “not write solid sentences” as was instructed, that to me seems a harder task than any automatic writing, and sure enough what flowed from my pen was not random pointers, but random sentences that I could not break down if I tried, this emerged into a non-stop flow of communication through one of my guides, Running Wolf.

This was the first time I have ever received written channellings from this guide, although I have been aware of him for seven years my connection with him has been so very faint, to the point that I wondered if he was the equivalent of Forrest Gump to the spirit world and had run off somewhere!

So I make this sweeping statement that this piece of writing is from Running Wolf and not from the deep recess of myself, and how do I know?

I know because his pieces are not how I write.

In both pieces nature is a very strong point of reference, nature is not something I would “naturally” write about!

I know because when I realised it is not my style I asked who are you? And he replied “Running Wolf”

I know, like never before, I trust like never before, that we are all one anyway, and to trust that that one has many different faces, and to trust the one that is shown to you, even if all else can't see it.

I had evidence time and time again during my week at the world famous top college for psychic sciences, where spirit went out of their way to prove their existence to me time and time again, of which in this reference I will include bits of that evidence but first...

I wonder, I ponder on what Running Wolf is trying to say to us and I can't help feeling that he is trying to convey a feeling of reassurance, a message of how to be in what may just be increasingly turbulent times.

A message of surrender, a message of non-judgement so for me to label down the road as increasing in it's turbulence, feels like a label that I need to peel away.

There is a strong message of everything just is. That nothing is good, nor bad, that we are all one, whatever way it is done, it is nature that is behind everything and sometimes nature can seem so heartbreakingly cruel when we can't see the bigger picture, (which is most of the time!)

I feel Running Wolf has come through to try and reassure us that when we don't understand something it's ok, we just have to trust instead. Understanding and pain are inextricably linked. The more we don't understand a situation, the more pain we put ourselves through, the more understanding there is the less pain there is, but maybe it is time to practice not putting ourselves through the pain, maybe it's time to step up the trust...

As I write this paragraph I am listening to my ipod on random and a song comes on, the lyrics say:

like the ticking of a clock two hearts beat as one but I will never understand the way it's done, love moves in mysterious ways”

I take much notice of this because the song was one of three played at my daughter's funeral, this is then re-confirmed to me by the next song:

every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you, that is how I know you go on, far across the distance and spaces between us, you have come to show you go on.”

The second of the three songs played at my daughter's funeral. (Seeming I have 419 songs on my ipod the chances of that happening are slim!)

The communications from Running Wolf came in-between the two recent eclipses we have just had, the lunar eclipse in Capricorn on Saturday 26th June (the day I entered the Arthur Findlay College) and the solar eclipse in Cancer (hailed as the most auspicious and powerful day of the year) on Sunday 11th July. (Sunday just gone.)

There has been much attention on these recent celestial happenings, astrologers talk of the activation of the grand cross that comes into exact alignment in August. A grand cross is a point of tension- planets having confrontation and square-offs in the sky, such moments have a sweeping effect on all of us, but particularly those who have personal planets and signs that are implicated. For instance the people getting it the strongest as the moment are those who have strong Cancer or Capricorn in their chart, then the other cardinals, Aries and Libra, but even so the whole world is feeling the tension.

People spoke of the recession last year, but I never saw the impact, however I have become all too accutely aware of it in-between these eclipses, now I see it happening. For me it feels as if security is falling away from us, or being exposed more and more for the illusion that it is, and so is the power games, the control of the world and the question is poised “so what if you don't have security? What then? So what if you don't meet your bills, what then? So what if you don't buy into it? What then?”

The future is uncertain, with predictions of solar flare up's from the sun causing black outs, tidal waves from the sea, polar icecaps melting (interesting how the second song is from the film Titanic), prophetic dreams happening all over the place (every night in my dreams, I see you I feel you...)

The other day I dreamt the sea water in Cornwall was warming up, that morning and for two weeks after that we were invaded by what seemed like literally swarms of jellyfish, people could no longer swim, and you couldn't walk more than ten paces along the beach without coming across lines of washed up jellies- and the reason? The water was warming up.

The main consensus seems to be that the tension point stepped up on 26th June, culminating early August and calming down by September, some say that what happens in this time period is a preview of what 2012 has in store for us. So what do you see? Is it the beginning of the end?

I see exaggerated power games in nature and man-kind and feel that some drastic re-balancing is being summoned. I see a lot of destruction, personally speaking, everything is literally hanging in the balance by just a thread, but if someone cuts that thread, then what?

“It's not over yet”

Is now playing on my ipod.

Personally I have never been in such a materially uncertain time in all my life, and I have never ever been so freed up and light in my thinking, I have never felt such peace in my feeling, in my being, it is as if spirit have given me a general anaesthetic whilst they operate and I am only way to grateful to hand it all over to them whilst I just enjoy the deep peace of non-attachment.

I note that watching all fall away gives me more peace and serenity than having security, having security is hard work. I am moving from hard time into soft time. People speak of this being a hard time, but if you understand it, or even forget trying to understand it and just trust it, it becomes pure soft time.

Maybe it's time to say okay, maybe we don't understand what is happening, maybe the future is unknown, maybe there is a lot of seemingly injustice in the world, maybe we are making too much of a drama out of it with our noisy road works, maybe we are causing our own pains in the neck with our forceful control, maybe we just need to trust that it's okay not to understand, and relinquish the pain of judgement & misjudgement, nature knows best even if we don't understand it and maybe we just need to listen to the words of Running Wolf....



'We can fight our desires
But when we start making fires
We get ever so hot
Whether we like it or not
They say we can love who we trust
But what is love without lust?
Two hearts with accurate devotions
And what are feelings without emotions?

I'm going in for the kill
Not doing it for a thrill
Oh I'm hoping you'll understand
And not let go of my hand

I hang my hopes out on the line
Will they be ready for you in time
If you leave them out too long
They'll be withered by the sun
Full stops and exclamation marks
My words stumble before I start
How far can you send emotions?
Can this bridge cross the ocean?

I'm going in for the kill
Not doing it for a thrill
Oh I'm hoping you'll understand
And not let go of my hand

I hope in darkness
We can see
And you're not blinded by the light from me'

-Larroo- Playing on my ipod!

So this brings me neatly on to trust, spirit have done many things to help me trust them, they have gone many many measures to show me how I still lack in trust, they have sent me thousands of miles to get their point across as well as given me the lottery numbers! Time and time again I am blessed with amazing happenings and time and time again I fail to trust.

I trust my life, I trust that all that happens is for the highest good, that I am at peace with.

But trusting that I am a good medium, that I am a very good psychic and that I am a great channel, that I really am receiving correct information and it is not my imagination, that has been a journey of blood sweat and tears and one I still find so hard.

Even when clear distinct voices tell me clear distinct information that is totally correct, I still wobble, so I walk this path of trust like a tightrope, sometimes falling off, but always getting back on, determined to perfect the art, to succeed one day, and not get angry with myself when I fall off due to my complacency, or rushing (causing me to split the lottery numbers I was told and winning two tenners instead of 4.5million!- always was about the lesson- never the money- I tell myself!!!)

So this is one of the reasons why I book myself on a course at The Arthur Findlay College.

After being kept awake by spirit one night, totally frustrated and a bit ruffled as to why they were there and what they wanted I got up at 2am and thought that's it! I am booking myself in!

On my return to bed my husband said in his sleep:

“What you doing bringing all these people in here?”

“What people?” I interrogated his sub-conscious!

“It's like you have an entourage, staff, a team, all looking after you”

That was it, I knew I was going there to meet my team....

I enter The Stately Home and feel immediately at home, but then with my past lives that really is no surprise.

One of the tutors reconfirm to me- “it's like you have arrived home, you and your guide”

She confirms to me my main guide his name funnily enough is “Arthur” I know Arthur well and his second name is not Findlay!

This tutor's name is Helen which is very fitting , I tell her about a strong experience of physical mediumship that happened to me when I was four, and explain that I had researched Helen Duncan and believe that it was ectoplasm that I manifested. Which was also why I had come, to understand that more. I then realise her name is also Helen, as she sits there telling me that she also has researched Helen Duncan as she comes from where Helen did most her work- Portsmouth, which also happens to be my birthplace. The synchronicity is strong and she shares with me that the great rare physical mediums all had a similar experiences when they were that age and then like me nothing for years. She says I should sit for trance.

A couple of nights later I sit for trance.

The tutor instructs us to call forward our healing control and a man appears, I can see his face clear as day, as if he has his face as close up to mine as he possibly could without kissing me! (Thank god- he was a bit old for me.)

I was so in awe and had gone so deep into trance that I could not begin to channel communication. I had had impression of guides before but had always found it so hard to get their faces and here I was literally face to face. I could hear the other students channeling communication in their trance a mish-mash of overlaid voices whispering spiritual offerings of wisdom, the atmosphere was a little eerie.

For me though, my head was turned to one side, resting on my left shoulder, I felt I couldn't move if I tried and the tickles I felt so often on my skin that I normally brush away I couldn't reach up to brush away.

The tickles turned to a “gloopiness' in the corner of my eyes, a bit like the feeling of sleepy-dust and it felt as if my nose began to run and my mouth began to dribble. My rational mind still present was saying all normal feelings when one is so so relaxed, but then the tutor called in our inspirational control and here I was right up face to face with this very beautiful native american guide, yet again in complete awe that I forgot to communicate with her as I felt the tickle from my right ear turn into something trickle from my right ear and run down my jaw.

This was truly one of the most awe-inspiring moments of my life and believe me I am blessed enough to have many.

When the trance has finished , I still feel the substance on my face and seek out a friend I made who I know sits for physical and has seen ectoplasm, it feel's so there to me, that I don't believe that it could not be visible, he looks where I point at my eyes, nose and mouth and says he can't see anything, so then I tip my head to show him around my right ear- “yes, that's it” he says-”but it's very very little and faint.”

Little and faint is not how it feels on my skin, so I go to the mirror and look to see absolutely nothing, not even from my ear. “Bizarre” I think to myself, still able to feel every drop.

I feel totally exhausted I accidentally walk past the museum for the first time on my way to bed, black and white old time photos of mediums producing ectoplasm accompany me to my room no matter how much I try to block it out, it's literally in my face!

As I walk up to my room I realise it's directly above the museum-Another thought that I try to block!

On the phone to my husband, he tells me he was given a picture of a famous cornish woman that has now passed over by his friend because his friend wondered if I was related to her- he said he can see why, he reckoned I would look like her when I was older. I ask him to text it and he tells me I am impatient but texts it anyway.

The picture doesn't come through until I am drifting of to sleep and had completely forgotten about it. The beep rouses me from my sleep and I see my husband's name and think “aw he has text me a kiss goodnight” and then this picture flashes up on the screen and gives me the shock of my life!

(If I look grumpy I am just trying to have the same expression as the photo so you can see the likeness!)



Not only was I roused from my sleep by what looks like me in 40 years time but a picture that is in the exact same style as the photos at the museum of the mediums producing ectoplasm AND what's that coming out of my arm!!!! Yikes! I throw my phone down quickly and dive under the covers!...

Spirit man! They have some very funny, extreme and amazing ways of getting their message across and a very funny sense of humour! Ha ha!...

The next day we did an exercise where the tutor took photos of us when we said we were without spirit and when we were:

This is me without:

Me with spirit:

If I look not very happy it's because I am in meditation- really I am a very smiley person!:-)

The very interesting thing about this exercise is that when I saw the second photo it mirrored exactly what I felt.

On my left I felt a beautiful kind, loving male spirit, he was taking me for a walk around the gardens and showing me what he loved and I loved being in his company, he was very peaceful, and at the same time I had pretty much the opposite feeling from a younger male spirit who was very troubled and controlling, coming in on my right above my head, the further this session went on the more I leant towards the green and away from red.

Another interesting point was that no-one recognised the descriptions of the spirits I gave,but the photo showed me that they existed and that we have to trust in what we feel above and beyond what anyone else says...

During the week I had many messages from loved ones and friends on the other side, different mediums picked up the same people, one came through four times through four different mediums all repeating the same information some of which I knew, but even the information I couldn't verify came through four times, another experience for me showing that just because we can't validate doesn't mean it doesn't exist.....

So trust my loves, in your own essence and in spirit that you will be looked after on the path,

til next time here are some juicy offers and courses, starting with:

The Fool's Journey, also reviewed in this month's Prediction Magazine, available from WHSmiths and all good newsagents!!!!!!!!! (page 80)

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TAROT WORKSHOP

-THE FOOL'S JOURNEY

25% OFF FOR ALL TRANSCENDENTAL TEMPLE READERS
@ Mysteries, Covent Garden, London ,Sat 31st July, 11:00- 5:00, WAS £100, NOW £75
BOOK AT: http://www.transcendentaltemple.co.uk/tarot-courses-and-events.html

Includes:
1. An introduction to the history of Tarot & what it actually is! This will facilitate deep understanding. It is so much more than most people think! With this type of understanding you will be able to come very much from the "right" place with Tarot right from the very beginning.

2. A deep guided journey & initiation into the Tarot where you will personally embody the Tarot & go on to meet all the characters/archetypes of the Major Arcana. This facilitates an "interweaving" between you & the Tarot, so you get to understand it thorugh your own feelings & therefore deeply intuitively.

3. Group exploration of the mythology & symbols present in both the Major & Minor, this will include references to the astrological & numerological influences. Group exploration of these archetypes in this way is a powerful expander of consciousness.

4. Story telling with the Tarot

5.Further ways to continue deepening your initiation into the Tarot. This will help you enormously with your understanding of yourself, your situations, others & life in general, as well as deepening your psychic sensitivity & preparing you fully to continue on to the Professional Diploma if you so wish


COMPREHENSIVE MANUAL & CERTIFICATE

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USUI REIKI FIRST DEGREE



@ Mysteries, Covent Garden, London, 1st and 8th August 10-4, both Sundays.

To book please call Mysteries on 0207 2403688
The beginning of the journey is Reiki first degree. Here we cover what Reiki is, the history, who Dr Usui was, how Reiki was brought to the West & the changes it went through in the process. We discover what an attunement is & learn about the cleansing process, Reiki strengthening meditations, self treatments, treatments for friends & family, plants, animals, food & crystals. We cover ethical practice, equal energy exchange, grounding, protection & the importance of "The Five Principles". Three western style attunements & one Reiju are recieved.
My lineage from William Lee Rand & Taggart King brings together the West & The East so you get both teachings...

This is a certified course & comes with a manual.

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REIKI SHARE


@ Mysteries, Covent Garden, London, Fri 16th July, 7:15-9:45, £10

To book please call Mysteries on 0207 2403688
For those that are attuned to Reiki at any level & would like the chance to give & receive Reiki in a group setting.
Tiffany also incorporates astrology and crystals to honour the individual energy of the time.


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TAROT MASTERCLASS

@The Academy Of Tarot, Quantum House, Euston, London, Fri 13th Aug, 7-9:30pm, £20
To book please contact Debbie on 0207 2097179 or at debbie@theacademyoftarot.com or see http://www.theacademyoftarot.com

Co-taught with myself & my colleague Deborah Winterbourne founder of Quantum House, The Academy of Tarot & the Academy of Dreams, Debbie also teaches from The London College Of Psychic Studies. Debbie shares her infinite & profound knowledge on the Tarot & I show you how to connect with the Tarot psychically & intuitively. This class is a mixture of theory & practice.

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PSYCHIC DEVELOPMENT WORKSHOP


Mysteries, Covent Garden, Fri 24th Sept, 10:30- 4:30, £100
BOOK IT NOW AT: http://www.transcendentaltemple.co.uk/tarot-courses-and-events.html

1. Learning about Psychic Sensitivity

2. The Chakras & Auric body, & how to work with them
3. Learning about the Higher Self, Spirit Guides & Power Animals
4. Meeting & working with your Higher Self, Spirit Guide & Power Animal
5. Learning about Soul Evolution
6. Exploration of your own Past Lives
7. Using Psychometry & a variety of other tools to access Psychic information
8. Grounding, what it is, how to do it & why it is so important

COMPREHENSIVE MANUAL & CERTIFICATE

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MAGICAL SUMMERTIME RETREATS

IN THE ANCIENT HEART OF CORNWALL...



DAY OR WEEKEND RETREATS (OR LONGER) AT ROSEMERRYN, LAMORNA, CORNWALL

Tarot & Psychic Development Courses in Cornwall Special offer
Book both the workshops over one weekend save £50, or combine the
Tarot & Psychic Development workshops & Diplomas over two weekends (applicable in August & October & save £130!)

Tarot Workshop (The Fool's Journey) £100
Sat 21st Aug
Sat 23rd Oct

Psychic Development Workshop £100
Sun 22nd Aug
Sun 24th Oct

Professional Tarot Diploma £150
Sat 24th Jul
Sat 28th Aug
Sat 30th Oct

Psychic Development Diploma £150
Sun 25th July
Sun 29th Aug
Sun 31st Oct-Halloween (Perfect!)


TAROT & PSYCHIC COURSES, RESIDENTIAL OR NON-RESIDENTIAL AT ROSEMERRYN:
Between Penzance and Lands End, Rosemerrynwood lies nestles in the sheltered Lamorna Valley, a mile from the sea at Lamorna Cove.





Set in seven acres of woodland, which hold within a two thousand year old man made cave or temple, the Boleigh Fogou.
The Fogou was once part of an iron-age settlement; just one of numerous such Ancient Celtic sites to be found in the far west of Cornwall, but considered to be one of the best remaining monuments of its kind. Part of an iron-age site, this man made underground cave has survived pretty well intact for 2000 years. The word ‘fogou’ is derived from the Cornish word for cave – fogo - and indeed these fantastic constructions do not occur anywhere else in England. It is thought that birth and death rituals were carried out in the fogou, that it was used for initiation and spiritual ceremonies. The Fogou is well known for giving spiritual experiences for those that dare to enter!




Having once been cultivated, part of the wood is graced with beautiful camellias and azaleas, and huge rhododendrons.
Natural pathways, bordered by daffodils, bluebells and irises follow a stream that tumbles down through the valley to reach the sea at Lamorna Cove. Off the beaten track, and yet close to both Penzance and St Ives, as well as some beautiful sandy beaches and coves, Rosemerrynwood and cottages offer the perfect holiday setting.





Bed & Breakfast is offered in the main house where the courses will run, Rosemerryn. Which is a former artist’s residence, built at the turn of the twentieth century.




Rosemerryn Cottage, separate from the main house, but within the grounds, and with its own private garden, is available as a
self catering holiday cottage (ideal for coming with family or friends.)

Rosemerryn Cottage
(weekly rentals only)
Low season - £300
Mid season - £400
High season - £560

Rosemerryn B & B
£30 per person per night
£35 for a room to oneself



TAROT WORKSHOP-THE FOOL'S JOURNEY

Rosemerryn, Lamorna, Cornwall, £100, or part of special offer discount

Sat 21st Aug
or Sat 23rd Oct

Includes:

1. An introduction to the history of Tarot & what it actually is! This will facilitate deep understanding. It is so much more than most people think! With this type of understanding you will be able to come very much from the "right" place with Tarot right from the very beginning.

2. A deep guided journey & initiation into the Tarot where you will personally embody the Tarot & go on to meet all the characters/archetypes of the Major Arcana. This facilitates an "interweaving" between you & the Tarot, so you get to understand it thorugh your own feelings & therefore deeply intuitively.

3. Group exploration of the mythology & symbols present in both the Major & Minor, this will include references to the astrological & numerological influences. Group exploration of these archetypes in this way is a powerful expander of consciousness.

4. Story telling with the Tarot

5.Further ways to continue deepening your initiation into the Tarot. This will help you enormously with your understanding of yourself, your situations, others & life in general, as well as deepening your psychic sensitivity & preparing you fully to continue on to the Professional Diploma if you so wish

COMPREHENSIVE MANUAL & CERTIFICATE

To book please see http://www.transcendentaltemple.co.uk/courses-and-events.html or contact Tiffany at tiffany@transcedentaltemple.co.uk
To book accommodation at Rosemerryn please see http://rosemerrynwood.co.uk/prices.html

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PSYCHIC DEVELOPMENT WORKSHOP



Rosemerryn, Lamorna, Cornwall, £100 or part of special offer

Sun 22nd Aug
or Sun 24th Oct


1. Learning about Psychic Sensitivity
2. The Chakras & Auric body, & how to work with them
3. Learning about the Higher Self, Spirit Guides & Power Animals
4. Meeting & working with your Higher Self, Spirit Guide & Power Animal
5. Learning about Soul Evolution
6. Exploration of your own Past Lives
7. Using Psychometry & a variety of other tools to access Psychic information
8. Grounding, what it is, how to do it & why it is so important


COMPREHENSIVE MANUAL & CERTIFICATE

BOOK IT NOW AT: http://www.transcendentaltemple.co.uk/tarot-courses-and-events.html
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PROFESSIONAL PSYCHIC DEVELOPMENT DIPLOMA



Rosemerryn, Lamorna Cornwall, £150 or part of a special offer

Sunday 25th July
or Sunday 29th August
or Sunday 31st October.


What Certificate will I get?
The certificate you will get on the day of your training is a diploma practitioners certificate, this will allow you to gain insurance and use what you have learnt professionally with the general public and charge for your readings if you wish to do so. The insurance details will be given to you by your tutor on the day of your training and fully explained.

This is an accredited Psychic Development CourseYou are able to gain insurance with 'the Spiritual Workers insurance' and become a member of the Spiritual Workers Association, details will be given to you on the day of training.



What your Professional Diploma in Psychic Development Includes:



Review of your journey so far


Clairsentience, Clairvoyance, & Clairaudience

3. Intuitive Scanning

4. Psychic healing & surgery

5. Learning about Mediumship & how to do it

6. Learning about Remote viewing & how to do it

7. Different types of hauntings & psychic/paranormal activities

8. Earthbound spirit diagnosis & release

9.What "Entities" are , how they form, how attachments happen & how to release them

10.Training on Etheric Cords

Psychic Practice & the Law





The Diploma is the deepening stage of this fascinating journey.


Once you are able to have attained some knowledge & personal experience of your own guides, soul evolution, & past lives, as well as some experience of reading & healing for friends & family. You may decide you would like to embark on this path a little more seriously. 

This Diploma will give you all the understanding you need across the very broad range of Psychic subjects & the clarity & structure to set yourself up as a Psychic Practitioner/Healer/Reader in whatever form you may wish to specialise in. 

There are so many different subjects on this course because working in the Psychic field is a very broad & diverse area. This course is a basic Diploma offering you the chance to find the niche that you may like to specialise in. Similarly the subjects covered here may well broaden & offer tools to any niches you may have already specialised in.


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PROFESSIONAL TAROT DIPLOMA



Rosemerryn, Lamorna, Cornwall, £150

Sat 24th July
or Sat 28th August
or Sat 30th October



This Diploma takes you on the next step deeper into your Tarot journey, one now that you can share professionally. Now that you have built a relationship with your cards & can read for yourself, family & friends, you may decide this is something you would like to do for a career.

Being a professional Tarot Reader brings with it a responsibility to yourself to be conscious around ethics, law & communication as well as having sound knowledge around the psychic realm, & how to look after yourself. This course will not only take you through this thoroughly but also provide you with all the practical information you need to embark on what can be an incredibly magical & very rewarding successful career as an empowering & accurate Tarot reader.

The prerequisite/requirements for attending this Diploma Course is the ability to demonstrate a thorough understanding of the meanings of the cards without the aid of notes or book referral, if you are unable to be confident that you are at that level you will not be ready for the Diploma & should look at doing the workshop first.

What Certificate will I get?
The certificate you will get on the day of your training is a diploma practitioners certificate, this will allow you to gain insurance and use what you have learnt professionally with the general public and charge for your readings if you wish to do so. The insurance details will be given to you by your tutor on the day of your training and fully explained.

This is an accredited Tarot Course
You are able to gain insurance with 'the Spiritual Workers insurance' as a Tarot Reader and become a member of The Spiritual Workers Association, details will be given to you on the day of training.

What your Professional Diploma in Tarot includes:

1. Review on your journey so far
2. Training on how to give a reading in an ethical & empowering way (the three golden rules)
3. Storytelling with the Tarot (next level)
4. Clairvoyance, Clairaudience, Clairsentience, Mediumship & other Psychic impressions
5. Learning how to let go & trust
6. Cleansing, grounding & protection
7. Learning a variety of spreads & putting them into practice- reading for eachother
8 Professional practice- how to set yourself up as a Tarot Practitioner, the law, advertising, accreditation, insurance.
9 The pros & cons of each practice: private, phone lines, markets/festivals/gigs, skype, phone & online readings, shops & centres.
10. Dealing with the public: Speech, communication, responsibilities, boundaries

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MEANWHILE BACK IN LONDON...

FREE Relationship Guidance and Couples Counselling

Deborah Winterbourne is a psychotherapist and currently runs couples counselling sessions jointly with her partner in central London.

To begin with, we're offering up to three free one hour consultations per couple, with no obligation for them to continue after this unless they wish to. Neither is there any obligation to attend all three sessions, although we feel this would be the minimum number required to make some useful progress.

Our counselling programme is based upon some simple exercises that are designed to provide an insight into the needs of each partner that are going unmet within their relationship. Unmet needs are at the root of most relationship issues and if they are not identified and expressed safely, they can lead to resentment and anger. Sometimes it's surprising to learn exactly what it is that truly makes our partner feel loved.

We believe that all relationships can be improved with better communication and a deeper understanding, so we're inviting couples to try our service even if they're not experiencing serious difficulties.

Please contact us should you have any further questions on 07952 593201 or email: debbiewinterbourne@hotmail.com



LUCID DREAMING WORKSHOP SUNDAY 18TH JULY 2010 FROM 11AM TO 4.30PM IN CENTRAL LONDON

Come to this amazing dreams workshop and learn tips and techniques for how to have a lucid dream! Cost is £60. For further information, please email debbie@theacademyofdreams.com

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WED 28th JULY: FREE YOURSELF WITHIN

A 2 hour Evening Workshop in Vauxhall:

The Spring, 100 Vauxhall Walk, Vauxhall, London, SE11 5EL

Join Simon and take a journey within; Free yourself from conditioned mind patterns and habitual cycles: Don't stay stuck in life!

Truly Love Yourself and Start Your New JourneyExplore Yourself at a Guided Workshop with 2 hours of Direct Approach Personal Mind Training; in a fun, active environment.

Make a Commitment to Yourself – You Are So Worth It!

7pm – 9pm Every Wednesday (Starts promptly at 7).

Drop in after work, Limited spaces available.

£5 low earners - £15 High earners or anywhere in between.

Call Simon on: 07976064999

Bring a note book, comfortable clothing and bottle of water!