Astrologically, we now have gathered our harvests & we are entering a time to review those seeds that germinated well & those that maybe need to be let go off before they bring down the rest of our well nurtured crops.
Astrologically speaking, Mercury turns retrograde on 7th of September & stays that way until 29th, this will help us greatly in reviewing our crops all over September as Mercury normally goes into storm a few days prior & after (storm is where it appears to speed up & become chaotic).
Most people groan when they find out we are entering a Mercury retrograde period as it has a famous reputation for being the trickster in all sorts of communications, movement & travels. Generally starting anything new in a Mercury retrograde period is frowned upon & we are warned that it will be fraught with difficulty. Whilst there is some truth that Mercury retrograde may not be the best time for progressing forward, it of course is beneficial for reveiwing. Basically anything with "RE" in the title is served strongly by Mercury retrograde, so things like re-novation, re-search, re-negotiation & re-veiwing, re-gression, & re-membering are highly starred for September quite literally!
Sometimes people plan their life around astrology. I see this as man trying to outwit the gods-Not always a wise move! Quite often things happen in our life that are directly "reflected" by the stars & that is why they are happening then. It is all part of the divine order...For instance, I recently got legally married & handfasted on the same day to my beautiful partner Richard.
Richard is a Gemini with a five planet conjunction in Gemini one of which is Venus & I am a Leo with Gemini in Mars. Our Mars & Venus conjuncts which has been a very auspicious omen for us from the word go. We set our handfasting for 1pm on Saturday 15th August 2009.
Only afterwards did we become aware of all the perfect astrological ailignment:
* The Sun (Masculine) was in Leo (my sun)
* The Moon (feminine) was in Gemini, (Richard's moon.)
* Mercury was in Virgo which is where my Mercury is & is also a natural home here producing an ease of mind.
* Venus was in Cancer, which is also where my Venus is conjunct my Moon which rules Cancer producing again a natural ease of love & emotion
* Mars was in Gemini where my Mars conjuncts Richards Venus conjuncting his five planet conjunction in Gemini
* We got married on a number six day, which is the number of "The Lovers" in the Tarot- Perfect! Especially as it was a Tarot themed wedding!-
* The Lovers in the Tarot is ruled by Gemini
But did we plan it that way? No we didn't... You may say that being a full-time psychic means I must naturally be more connected anyway. But that is simply not true.
We all are that connected.
There have been times when something important has been scheduled during a Mercury retrograde or Void-of-course cycle (when the moon is not aspecting any planet- also not good for starting things as they may come to nothing or turn out not as expected) & I have felt the fear or worry, but not to the point of re-scheduling. How would that be trusting the universe? & I have looked back to be amazed at the outcome...eventually!
So if you have some important dates lined up for September during void-of-course or the retrograde, maybe it might just be time to take a step back & release the expected outcomes & be open to the unexpected, sometimes the unexpected has a greater amount of fulfilment in because it goes beyond our capacity of imagination...
Remember, Mercury doesn't actually move backwards, it just appears to, & that there is a little clue from the gods:
That just because something might appear to be going backwards, it doesn't mean it actually is....
Monday, 14 September 2009
Monday, 13 July 2009
Law of Attraction, synchronicity or just good old fashioned intuition?
Those of you who read May's newsletter would know that spirit had been warning me that I was listening to my ipod too much on more than one occasion, & that eventually I lost my ipod! Becasue I wasn't heeding the message. (For those that want to read the whole story it is published on the blog before this titled "a walk on the dark side".)
Well what happened then was incredible, situations manifested in my life that forced me to listen to spirit really carefully & take full responsibility. It was a difficult period, fraught with emotions coming at me from every direction & making my own feel heavy. But I got down to it , & listened, really really listened.
A month later, I get a phonecall from someone saying they have my ipod! It was as if the universe was saying you've learnt your lesson, you've passed, here's your reward!
Now I have significantly reduced the amount of time I listen to my ipod. At first I actually didn't want to listen to it at all! Like I wouldn't care if it was lost! Which was amazing as I was SO attached!
But now I felt so connected to spirit, & it was beautiful, the real sun after the rain, why would I want to drown it out? But now I feel more balanced, Like the pendulum has swung one way & the other & now I can enjoy the beauty of both.
I also started thinking that I would like my website to take off a bit more, maybe enough to drop a days work in Penzance & only go in if I get a booking. I asked a colleague & they said "you need to get a search engine optimiser". I got a quote, for a ridiculous amount of money which left me feeling depressed!
The next morning I am doing the washing up before my work day in Penzance & feeing bad for not leaving the washing up to the end of the day! (Cornwall's water rates are the highest in the country, the stuff is like liquid gold! People wash their cars at the natural spring down the road!) But I was feed up of having washing up all around all day & wanted to arrive home to a clean house so I treated myself to washing up! Feeling guilty & worrying about how expensive the bill would be!!! When the door knocked. It was a man who had come to read the water meter (it ended up as the cheapest Cornish bill ever!)
I leave the house & walk down the road, thinking I would like a long brown skirt, I pass a charity shop, good as new, hanging outside is a long brown skirt exactly like I wanted, in my size for £1! After buying I carry on walk down the road & see our competitors have taken on a reader at the same time for cheaper. I don't want to get into fear, poverty consciousness & compition so I figure it is time to give up my day & trust it's time for the website to take off, some how!
I leave for London the next day & stay with a friend. When I arrive, the first thing I see there on the table plain as day is a big book saying "D.I.Y search engine optimisation- an hour a day." Wow! I thought to myself, just what I need! I was confused to why my friend had it as he didn't have a website! He said he was researching in preparation for doing one but that he couldn't go any further with the book right now so I could borrow it!
That was three weeks ago & my site I would say has had its most prosperous couple of weeks yet!
Then on to Michael Jackson... Once again. I am in London, staying with a friend, when at bedtime we find out the news about the King of Pop. Bless his soul, one that was far too sensitive for the exposure he had in this lifetime, what an experience. Its too late to ring my partner back in Cornwall as I know it would be a definite case of tears at bedtime. As someone in my immediate family is an incredibly big fan. So much so, just after they became so only six months ago, the Lyric theatre open up Thriller the musical & I take them to see it, next thing we know Michael is coming to London to play for the first time in years! We paid for tickets. The tickets never arrive. It feels like maybe it's never going to happen..... The week before Michael leaves the world, they proclaim they would cry only if their dad, me or Michael Jackson died... We always spoke about what a good manifestor this person was, now they were worried they were instrumental in his death. We had to do some repairing about good old fashioned intutition.
The morning after, I awake to find a text from one of my Tarot students saying she won't be able to make the share that night as she managed to get tickets for her daughter to see Michael that night & that her daughters a very big fan.
I think how strange it is that the last thing I hear is about Michael's depature & the first thing I see is a text about what we were going to do...I send a reply with the sad news... I get one back saying she meant Michael Palin!
I send a text of compassion to the person in my family & leave for work, the first thing I see on the bus shelter is an advert saying "when nothing is black & white anymore, listen in colour" & look down to see at my feet a post-it note saying "get proof of posting" (it turned out later they never recieved my text, I made sure I didn't delete it, because of the post it).
I get to work, I have a reading straight away & see that the client is feeling anxious about a change of status with her parents. I ask her if she is worried about them splitting up. She tells me that one of them passed recently. I ask her if it's her dad. She confirms it is. He is there, I can see him & I go on to describe his appearance, personality & what he passed with. What struck me about this soul was his incredible strength & beauty, that he could pass over any time he chose but that he had stayed behind to help tie things up for his wife & daughter so they could move on quickly. He informed me he would be leaving after eight weeks. She said it was eight weeks today. All the way through I had the name Michael in my head. At the end I told her this but said I didn't know if it was because Michael Jackson had just passed...She told me his name was Michael.
At the same time the two colleagues I share the room with are reading for a Michael & a Michaela!
One week later (Friday just gone) exactly the same time as the reading above a lady comes to see me she is worried about the grief someone she loves is going through due to a loss. I once again as if on repeat ask if it's their dad. As soon as I do I get a red cross put through it & it's as if everything slows down. I look at her & this feeling wells up within me & I think "oh god, it's Michael Jackson" I watch her as she takes a deep in breath & all I see is her lips as if in slow motion she says "it's Michael Jackson". It turns out her partner was his cherographer for "Bad" & taught him the moonwalk & had been a good friend of his ever since.I am overcome with so much emotion, I find it hard to continue but thankfully it was coming to the end anyway. I go for a walk to ground it. I wonder why that happened. Maybe I need to take more notice of what my family member is going through "listen in colour" but when I arrive home I am happy to she them happy once more.
It seems the O2 are holding on to my money for now, saying they want the tickets as proof, but they never sent them to me! The next day I end up reading for Madonna's publicist as she launches at the O2! It seems as if I am getting my money back from them one way or another!
So what is this all about? These days maybe it's hard to tell what we are manifesting, what is synchronicity, what is law off attraction & what is pure old fashioned intuition.It seems like the ipod stuff was synchronicity. There was intuition about me loosing it, or did I manifest that?
Did I also manifest it back to myself on law of attraction or was that synchronicity? The same goes for the following subjects:
*The water bill
*The skirt
*The Search Engine Optimisation
*The change in work
*The website upping
*Michael
I will leave you to ponder... But not before I mention that it's important, with all this talk of manifestation work these days not to forget or stop listening to good old fashioned intuition....Nows a really great time to do more listening to god than your ipod!
Have a tuned in month!
Well what happened then was incredible, situations manifested in my life that forced me to listen to spirit really carefully & take full responsibility. It was a difficult period, fraught with emotions coming at me from every direction & making my own feel heavy. But I got down to it , & listened, really really listened.
A month later, I get a phonecall from someone saying they have my ipod! It was as if the universe was saying you've learnt your lesson, you've passed, here's your reward!
Now I have significantly reduced the amount of time I listen to my ipod. At first I actually didn't want to listen to it at all! Like I wouldn't care if it was lost! Which was amazing as I was SO attached!
But now I felt so connected to spirit, & it was beautiful, the real sun after the rain, why would I want to drown it out? But now I feel more balanced, Like the pendulum has swung one way & the other & now I can enjoy the beauty of both.
I also started thinking that I would like my website to take off a bit more, maybe enough to drop a days work in Penzance & only go in if I get a booking. I asked a colleague & they said "you need to get a search engine optimiser". I got a quote, for a ridiculous amount of money which left me feeling depressed!
The next morning I am doing the washing up before my work day in Penzance & feeing bad for not leaving the washing up to the end of the day! (Cornwall's water rates are the highest in the country, the stuff is like liquid gold! People wash their cars at the natural spring down the road!) But I was feed up of having washing up all around all day & wanted to arrive home to a clean house so I treated myself to washing up! Feeling guilty & worrying about how expensive the bill would be!!! When the door knocked. It was a man who had come to read the water meter (it ended up as the cheapest Cornish bill ever!)
I leave the house & walk down the road, thinking I would like a long brown skirt, I pass a charity shop, good as new, hanging outside is a long brown skirt exactly like I wanted, in my size for £1! After buying I carry on walk down the road & see our competitors have taken on a reader at the same time for cheaper. I don't want to get into fear, poverty consciousness & compition so I figure it is time to give up my day & trust it's time for the website to take off, some how!
I leave for London the next day & stay with a friend. When I arrive, the first thing I see there on the table plain as day is a big book saying "D.I.Y search engine optimisation- an hour a day." Wow! I thought to myself, just what I need! I was confused to why my friend had it as he didn't have a website! He said he was researching in preparation for doing one but that he couldn't go any further with the book right now so I could borrow it!
That was three weeks ago & my site I would say has had its most prosperous couple of weeks yet!
Then on to Michael Jackson... Once again. I am in London, staying with a friend, when at bedtime we find out the news about the King of Pop. Bless his soul, one that was far too sensitive for the exposure he had in this lifetime, what an experience. Its too late to ring my partner back in Cornwall as I know it would be a definite case of tears at bedtime. As someone in my immediate family is an incredibly big fan. So much so, just after they became so only six months ago, the Lyric theatre open up Thriller the musical & I take them to see it, next thing we know Michael is coming to London to play for the first time in years! We paid for tickets. The tickets never arrive. It feels like maybe it's never going to happen..... The week before Michael leaves the world, they proclaim they would cry only if their dad, me or Michael Jackson died... We always spoke about what a good manifestor this person was, now they were worried they were instrumental in his death. We had to do some repairing about good old fashioned intutition.
The morning after, I awake to find a text from one of my Tarot students saying she won't be able to make the share that night as she managed to get tickets for her daughter to see Michael that night & that her daughters a very big fan.
I think how strange it is that the last thing I hear is about Michael's depature & the first thing I see is a text about what we were going to do...I send a reply with the sad news... I get one back saying she meant Michael Palin!
I send a text of compassion to the person in my family & leave for work, the first thing I see on the bus shelter is an advert saying "when nothing is black & white anymore, listen in colour" & look down to see at my feet a post-it note saying "get proof of posting" (it turned out later they never recieved my text, I made sure I didn't delete it, because of the post it).
I get to work, I have a reading straight away & see that the client is feeling anxious about a change of status with her parents. I ask her if she is worried about them splitting up. She tells me that one of them passed recently. I ask her if it's her dad. She confirms it is. He is there, I can see him & I go on to describe his appearance, personality & what he passed with. What struck me about this soul was his incredible strength & beauty, that he could pass over any time he chose but that he had stayed behind to help tie things up for his wife & daughter so they could move on quickly. He informed me he would be leaving after eight weeks. She said it was eight weeks today. All the way through I had the name Michael in my head. At the end I told her this but said I didn't know if it was because Michael Jackson had just passed...She told me his name was Michael.
At the same time the two colleagues I share the room with are reading for a Michael & a Michaela!
One week later (Friday just gone) exactly the same time as the reading above a lady comes to see me she is worried about the grief someone she loves is going through due to a loss. I once again as if on repeat ask if it's their dad. As soon as I do I get a red cross put through it & it's as if everything slows down. I look at her & this feeling wells up within me & I think "oh god, it's Michael Jackson" I watch her as she takes a deep in breath & all I see is her lips as if in slow motion she says "it's Michael Jackson". It turns out her partner was his cherographer for "Bad" & taught him the moonwalk & had been a good friend of his ever since.I am overcome with so much emotion, I find it hard to continue but thankfully it was coming to the end anyway. I go for a walk to ground it. I wonder why that happened. Maybe I need to take more notice of what my family member is going through "listen in colour" but when I arrive home I am happy to she them happy once more.
It seems the O2 are holding on to my money for now, saying they want the tickets as proof, but they never sent them to me! The next day I end up reading for Madonna's publicist as she launches at the O2! It seems as if I am getting my money back from them one way or another!
So what is this all about? These days maybe it's hard to tell what we are manifesting, what is synchronicity, what is law off attraction & what is pure old fashioned intuition.It seems like the ipod stuff was synchronicity. There was intuition about me loosing it, or did I manifest that?
Did I also manifest it back to myself on law of attraction or was that synchronicity? The same goes for the following subjects:
*The water bill
*The skirt
*The Search Engine Optimisation
*The change in work
*The website upping
*Michael
I will leave you to ponder... But not before I mention that it's important, with all this talk of manifestation work these days not to forget or stop listening to good old fashioned intuition....Nows a really great time to do more listening to god than your ipod!
Have a tuned in month!
Monday, 11 May 2009
A walk on the dark side..........
When I began blogging & sending newsletters I knew with the nature of my work with spirit that it would probably mean publishing some very personal & maybe sometimes "taboo" material.
However, those that know me would describe me as a very open person who loves to talk about how her adventures with spirit, so surely that wouldn't be a problem?
Well. Sharing with faces you know is one thing, sharing with faces you don't is quite another, although, perhaps I have been given the job of publishing these matters so openly because of my open nature. On the other hand, sometimes the nature of my work can be so controversial even I, one of the most open people I know, can be quaking in her boots at the thought of publicising
Nevertheless, in the words of Susan Jeffers. I will "Feel the Fear & do it anyway!"
The last time I felt any an trepidation close to this was when I published the Mary Magdalene material around this time last year. However this on is like a full on earthquake in comparison! Spirit have really upped the stakes!
It all began over a year ago when a couple of very close soul friends met a Turkish woman who acted as an agent between international therapists & centres. The lady asked me if I wanted to work in Turkey & I refused as life was too demanding at that time.
Then a year later, my friends left to apparently permanently work in Turkey. A week after that I received an email from a Turkish Agent asking if I wanted in Turkey. It was her! & it wasn't through my friends. She had come across my flyer completely serendipitously. What were the chances of that?! I thought & took her up on her offer.
Not that I really wanted to go, nor did I believe it would be enjoyable, but because I felt that this was something spirit had lined up for me, some type of learning curve or initiation I had to do.
Before I left I had a dream that I arrived at a building that looked more like a bank than a holistic centre. It was tall & I had to go right up to the top, out of one side you could see the sea, out of the other the city. They showed me to a toilet cubicle & explained that that was my room for the duration of the stay & my belongings had to stay there too, the door wouldn't close.
They then told me I had to start working in the bar & then that I had to smoke. Then they said they couldn't have me as a therapist now that I smoked!
When I arrived in real life I looked up to see a tall city like bank building, I had to go right upto the top to get to the centre. Out of one side you could see the sea, out of the other the city.
They showed me to the smallest room that was so stuck with energy it smelt, there was nowhere secure for my things & the door wouldn't shut.
I was not allowed to openly practice my arts & subsequently was very blocked & uncomfortable, it was a very trying time, nothing was in alignment.
I asked spirit time & time again, why? I wasn't getting an answer. Finally pondering the question myself desperately, having let go of the need for an answer from spirit they speak...
"Yes, Tiffany, why are you here?"
"Because you guys guided me so strongly" I snapped back.
The anger I felt at the answer being answered with a question outweighed the pleasant surprise of an answer...
"But did you want to come? If we guided you to jump under a bus would you?"
This answer aggravated my anger to the point where I wanted spirit to be physical so I could give them a good slap (very spiritual I know!)
When I had calmed, I had to take my hat off to them for taking such drastic measures to get through to me. You see, spirit do take drastic measures to get through to me. Since June when spirit gave me the lottery numbers & I won two tenners instead of 4.5 million, I had been working hard on trust! (see June 08 blog) It seems now I was in danger of trusting blindly & the main lesson wasn't actually trust, but taking the time to slow down enough to give much thought about what is coming through. I promised to slow down & listen.
Funnily enough. I didn't listen to my ipod the whole time I was in Turkey but as soon as I got back I started listening all the time during my travels (which I spend 20hrs a week doing) to my ipod, once again.
They warned me I was listening to my ipod rather than god.
I promised to cut it down, my earphones were crap anyway!
But I ended up buying new earphones & I was pleasantly surprised at the sound so I fell in love with my ipod more! A few days later I lost my earphones & I begged spirit to help me! (Materialistic-I know!) They told me to check the car, where I found them. But they warned me once (warning number 2) again I wasn't listening. I once again promised to listen...
But for now lets rewind back to Turkey, where I had been give a document just before I left. It was a document containing channelled information from aliens called "Morros". I read it with an open mind, but didn't take it on board as I have never felt a strong personal connection with the alien races.
But the next day I am working in the general room at Mysteries which I share with two other Clairvoyants & I overhear one of them ask their client what their name is. The client replies "Morro". Now I am starting to wonder if there is more to this, when my colleague gets tounge-tied & says "mother ship" rather than "mother stuff". I go back to my friend's place after work & tell her about it, she is incredibly excited as she has more of a personal connection to this kind of thing than I do. Her excitement also makes me think maybe I need to take whats going on a bit more seriously, so I disclose to my fiance that night on the phone. He is also connected to this arena more than me, but it is not a connection he wants, so it is like a bomb going off between us.
In the morning I awake to see writing on a tea box saying "love & scandal make for sweeter T" this makes me feel better as he calls me sweet T.
I turn on my ipod & the first thing I hear is "This century has many suprises, time to wake up".
I get on a bus that has an ad plastered all over it saying "Planets-mix them up"
I do a reading for a client who wants to know who this man presence is that she is sensing around her. I describe what I am seeing & she then pulls out a picture & asks me to hold it.
I look at a carbon copy of what I just saw in my mind as beautiful tingles download through me.
She tells me it's Alister Crowley. I am shocked as anytime I have touched any picture or book of his I have had an overwhelming feeling of sickness & darkness & needed to put it down. She tells me she believes its because I have a connection with him I am denying. Of course, I deny it!
I then get a bus back that says "monsters verses aliens- whose gonna save us?!"
I go back to Cornwall for the first time since Turkey. I am so happy to be back. I feel a sense of clarity, gratitude, energy & love for both my life in Cornwall & London.
I wonder if a client who has a strong connection to aliens will come back as I haven't seen them for months.
Sure enough, two days later, they come for a session! So I show them the document, they read out aloud :
"hmm, signed Pen of the Golden Age. Alister Crowley, did you know he used to live not far from here. In fact the room you read in at The Healing Star is the room his grandson used to read in."
I am gobsmacked & try to regain my composure, only to loose it again two hours later when my fiance returns home & says to me:
"Did you know Alister Crowley used to live not far from here?"
I ask him to start at the beginning.
It turns out that at the time I was with my client, my fiance was with his colleague (who is also the contact for putting us in touch with the people whose home we are hiring for our handfasting in August. ) & his colleague blurts out of the blue:
"Did you know that the people you are renting the land from nearly bought Alister Crowley's place in Zennor before buying here?"
People start asking me if I know Anna Crowley, (apparently she used to work at Mysteries) & I start to read for a lot of Alice's.
I decide I need to do some research. I find out that Alister Crowley did indeed live in Zennor which is about 5 miles from where I live now. His time here, perhaps not surprisingly is shadowed in gruesome tales. I find out that he was led to Cornwall by his mistress & illegitimate son "Ataturk". This hits me like a hammer in the head as the name Ataturk was another name I had never come across until the last week or so. This time because in Turkey Ataturk is the modern day hero. Everywhere you look there is homage to Ataturk. Even the airports are called after him & his step-daughter. This Ataturk is worshipped by Turkey for doing much good for them.
Whilst in Turkey, I was doing a meet your spirit guides session for someone & one of their guides came through strong with the name Ataturk. I dismissed it, thinking it was just I had seen the name so much.
I also found out that Alister Crowley had a strong link to aliens, in particular ones called greys & reptilians. These ones are known as the more negative kind.
I decide that I have to go to Zennor to find his house, which I believe I do, in pretty much no time at all seeming Zennor is so tiny. I am then left wondering what I should do. Feeling a strong wondering of why am I there.......
That night my sleep is disturbed by my partner saying something controversial in his sleep, to which I immediately said "what?" which woke him, I then told him what happened, he became very unsettled saying he felt like something mischievous made him say it. We both became aware of a dark presence downstairs & he wanted to go down to investigate. I didn't want him to & my little black cat Mystic jumped on his chest keeping him in bed. We opened our favourite book of meditations for guidance & it said "don't look down on death!" So we stayed where we were, but we had a very disturbed night, in our half conscious states I was hearing the funeral toll & my partner was seeing dead spiders which was unnerving as he has a very personal connection to spiders.
That weekend I return to work in London & stay in my friend's Tippee on a balcony in Brixton whilst storms lash Cornwall. I am feeling lucky it's not also happening on the balcony! My friend has the same phone as me which came with a touch screen pen, she lost hers & we were talking about how easily done that would be..The next day I loose it! On the phone I tell my partner who says "at least it wasn't your ipod" (warning number 3) The next day I loose my ipod!
I return to Cornwall after the storm had blown over & see no evidence that it had ever been. The next morning, my partner wakes me to tell me his dream:
"I dreamt there were two planets in the sky & a storm was raging, a car fell out of the sky & there was a dead dinosaur on the ground, a beast tried to eat me & Tom (our other cat) saved me"
I receive a text from a client saying they have to cancel due to the guy that died in ZENNOR at the weekend. I wonder what happened, feeling so shocked. I was there less than a week before wondering what I was to do....
I go into work at St Ives & I see evidence of the storm all around, so many shops flooded & stock lost, our shop was one of them. My colleague tells me that a car blew into the sea at Zennor during the storm & four people were missing. I go white, thinking of my partner's dream.
A lady walks in & starts talking about "The Notebook" which is the first film my fiance & I watched so is special to us. She keeps going on & on about the death scene, how it looks like they got "handfasted" & then just decided to die together, she goes on & on, saying she wants to know how they managed it. I feel unsettled, We are getting handfasted.
When I get home, my partner asks me what I think of his dream, I tell him the news. So he asks me what I think. I say I think his dream was a premonition. That I think the "horizontal rain storm" was a cover up for the other planet to come close, that the planet is linked to the Reptilians (dinosaur) & Alister Crowley (the beast) I am alarmed that the beast was attacking him, & there has been talk & scenes of death so close to us.
We had been sent a package that day, we open it to find a 4 dvd box set. The series is called "Taken" it is about Alien abduction, there are four DVD'S on each of them. There is one person pictured, three of them have men on, one of them a lady. Three men & one lady were involved in the car "accident" in Zennor. Although one man lived & all the others have sadly died as the bodies have been found. Which leaves me wondering if aliens are now more interested in our souls.
I start to feel even more unsettled, everytime synchronicity happens at this level of strength to me it ends in death. The first time it was a friend who committed suicide, the second time an acquaintance went the same way & now four people I didn't even know, yet each time I am guided so strongly & this time was no less. Less than a week ago I was guided there & after completing one step I had a feeling there was more I had to do there but I did not know what.
The my partner unconsciously starts to sing "every night in my dreams I see you that is how I know you go on" this line is from the Titanic song that was played at my daughter's funeral, I have to ask him to stop twice & he still didn't know the exact line he was singing.. (linking back to the dream)
By this time I am getting very upset & he prays to god for a sign to let me know all is good. We go for a walk & as soon as we step outside we are presented with the most beautiful strong double rainbow I have ever seen in my life. I look up & think to myself "its all part of the spectrum & the spectrum makes a very strong beauty" my partner is over the moon & then the lady from where we are getting handfasted (the one who nearly bought Alister Crowley's place) ran past us with a big love heart on her chest...
I start to feel better, but then last week my partner gives up smoking, his health goes down & he starts to feel really agitated, we do a past life & he is taken to a death, & told "he is in the same place, so this time he has to stop it". I spend two hours giving him healing before I leave for London & I feel so exhausted on the journey. I get to my five rhythms dance class & live in hope of having renewed energy once I begin as often happens but I sink lower & feel really upset, sad & angry at whatever has been having what seems like fun & games at my/our expense. Its just not funny.
The Five Rhythms dance is a two hour long free movement meditation, & this one is set in an ancient London Catholic Church, it is quite simply a breathtakingly beautiful & powerful place for this & I start to let my anger & sadness take me over. I get angry at the universe, I let it see what I really think & feel & my dance turns into a type of banishing ritual.
I tell it enough is enough as I swirl around, arms thrashing around, tears burning my eyes & sights of Jesus, stained glass windows & candelabras & incredible stonemasonary surround me.
I fall to the floor & this sadness rises right up from my gut & turns into a real deep cry as it reaches my throat & eyes...
In the circle at the end a girl talks about how sad she feels, she is crying desperately about all the hatred & anger in her country.....TURKEY
I tell my partner this on the phone that night. He laughs & says only I have the balls to tell the universe off! He reminds me once again about having a bit of humility, not getting disturbed & trusting the universe is always right.
The next morning I walk into Kings Cross station & am faced with a huge billboard saying "Sorry for being negative!" I can't even work out whats being advertised. My partner thinks it's hilarious!
My partner has managed to give up smoking & his health was back to normal the next day, all is seeming behind us now.........But even if it isn't, it's just part of the spectrum. Even the most negative souls have a light in their eye........Sometimes we just need to face our deepest darkest fears to know how light, bright & strong we really are.... & after all, we are being light & bright & true to ourselves right now, by having an out & out Tarot wedding/handfasting, which has caused challenges for some family members, we are excavating the taboo, to turn what was once hidden & shrouded in darkness into something exposed into light & love.... Part of me does feel there is some unfinished business, that maybe this exposure will continue, I don't understand it all right now, but I believe one day I will, we all will...
So light & love to every spectrum of your being......................til next time
Tiffany
However, those that know me would describe me as a very open person who loves to talk about how her adventures with spirit, so surely that wouldn't be a problem?
Well. Sharing with faces you know is one thing, sharing with faces you don't is quite another, although, perhaps I have been given the job of publishing these matters so openly because of my open nature. On the other hand, sometimes the nature of my work can be so controversial even I, one of the most open people I know, can be quaking in her boots at the thought of publicising
Nevertheless, in the words of Susan Jeffers. I will "Feel the Fear & do it anyway!"
The last time I felt any an trepidation close to this was when I published the Mary Magdalene material around this time last year. However this on is like a full on earthquake in comparison! Spirit have really upped the stakes!
It all began over a year ago when a couple of very close soul friends met a Turkish woman who acted as an agent between international therapists & centres. The lady asked me if I wanted to work in Turkey & I refused as life was too demanding at that time.
Then a year later, my friends left to apparently permanently work in Turkey. A week after that I received an email from a Turkish Agent asking if I wanted in Turkey. It was her! & it wasn't through my friends. She had come across my flyer completely serendipitously. What were the chances of that?! I thought & took her up on her offer.
Not that I really wanted to go, nor did I believe it would be enjoyable, but because I felt that this was something spirit had lined up for me, some type of learning curve or initiation I had to do.
Before I left I had a dream that I arrived at a building that looked more like a bank than a holistic centre. It was tall & I had to go right up to the top, out of one side you could see the sea, out of the other the city. They showed me to a toilet cubicle & explained that that was my room for the duration of the stay & my belongings had to stay there too, the door wouldn't close.
They then told me I had to start working in the bar & then that I had to smoke. Then they said they couldn't have me as a therapist now that I smoked!
When I arrived in real life I looked up to see a tall city like bank building, I had to go right upto the top to get to the centre. Out of one side you could see the sea, out of the other the city.
They showed me to the smallest room that was so stuck with energy it smelt, there was nowhere secure for my things & the door wouldn't shut.
I was not allowed to openly practice my arts & subsequently was very blocked & uncomfortable, it was a very trying time, nothing was in alignment.
I asked spirit time & time again, why? I wasn't getting an answer. Finally pondering the question myself desperately, having let go of the need for an answer from spirit they speak...
"Yes, Tiffany, why are you here?"
"Because you guys guided me so strongly" I snapped back.
The anger I felt at the answer being answered with a question outweighed the pleasant surprise of an answer...
"But did you want to come? If we guided you to jump under a bus would you?"
This answer aggravated my anger to the point where I wanted spirit to be physical so I could give them a good slap (very spiritual I know!)
When I had calmed, I had to take my hat off to them for taking such drastic measures to get through to me. You see, spirit do take drastic measures to get through to me. Since June when spirit gave me the lottery numbers & I won two tenners instead of 4.5 million, I had been working hard on trust! (see June 08 blog) It seems now I was in danger of trusting blindly & the main lesson wasn't actually trust, but taking the time to slow down enough to give much thought about what is coming through. I promised to slow down & listen.
Funnily enough. I didn't listen to my ipod the whole time I was in Turkey but as soon as I got back I started listening all the time during my travels (which I spend 20hrs a week doing) to my ipod, once again.
They warned me I was listening to my ipod rather than god.
I promised to cut it down, my earphones were crap anyway!
But I ended up buying new earphones & I was pleasantly surprised at the sound so I fell in love with my ipod more! A few days later I lost my earphones & I begged spirit to help me! (Materialistic-I know!) They told me to check the car, where I found them. But they warned me once (warning number 2) again I wasn't listening. I once again promised to listen...
But for now lets rewind back to Turkey, where I had been give a document just before I left. It was a document containing channelled information from aliens called "Morros". I read it with an open mind, but didn't take it on board as I have never felt a strong personal connection with the alien races.
But the next day I am working in the general room at Mysteries which I share with two other Clairvoyants & I overhear one of them ask their client what their name is. The client replies "Morro". Now I am starting to wonder if there is more to this, when my colleague gets tounge-tied & says "mother ship" rather than "mother stuff". I go back to my friend's place after work & tell her about it, she is incredibly excited as she has more of a personal connection to this kind of thing than I do. Her excitement also makes me think maybe I need to take whats going on a bit more seriously, so I disclose to my fiance that night on the phone. He is also connected to this arena more than me, but it is not a connection he wants, so it is like a bomb going off between us.
In the morning I awake to see writing on a tea box saying "love & scandal make for sweeter T" this makes me feel better as he calls me sweet T.
I turn on my ipod & the first thing I hear is "This century has many suprises, time to wake up".
I get on a bus that has an ad plastered all over it saying "Planets-mix them up"
I do a reading for a client who wants to know who this man presence is that she is sensing around her. I describe what I am seeing & she then pulls out a picture & asks me to hold it.
I look at a carbon copy of what I just saw in my mind as beautiful tingles download through me.
She tells me it's Alister Crowley. I am shocked as anytime I have touched any picture or book of his I have had an overwhelming feeling of sickness & darkness & needed to put it down. She tells me she believes its because I have a connection with him I am denying. Of course, I deny it!
I then get a bus back that says "monsters verses aliens- whose gonna save us?!"
I go back to Cornwall for the first time since Turkey. I am so happy to be back. I feel a sense of clarity, gratitude, energy & love for both my life in Cornwall & London.
I wonder if a client who has a strong connection to aliens will come back as I haven't seen them for months.
Sure enough, two days later, they come for a session! So I show them the document, they read out aloud :
"hmm, signed Pen of the Golden Age. Alister Crowley, did you know he used to live not far from here. In fact the room you read in at The Healing Star is the room his grandson used to read in."
I am gobsmacked & try to regain my composure, only to loose it again two hours later when my fiance returns home & says to me:
"Did you know Alister Crowley used to live not far from here?"
I ask him to start at the beginning.
It turns out that at the time I was with my client, my fiance was with his colleague (who is also the contact for putting us in touch with the people whose home we are hiring for our handfasting in August. ) & his colleague blurts out of the blue:
"Did you know that the people you are renting the land from nearly bought Alister Crowley's place in Zennor before buying here?"
People start asking me if I know Anna Crowley, (apparently she used to work at Mysteries) & I start to read for a lot of Alice's.
I decide I need to do some research. I find out that Alister Crowley did indeed live in Zennor which is about 5 miles from where I live now. His time here, perhaps not surprisingly is shadowed in gruesome tales. I find out that he was led to Cornwall by his mistress & illegitimate son "Ataturk". This hits me like a hammer in the head as the name Ataturk was another name I had never come across until the last week or so. This time because in Turkey Ataturk is the modern day hero. Everywhere you look there is homage to Ataturk. Even the airports are called after him & his step-daughter. This Ataturk is worshipped by Turkey for doing much good for them.
Whilst in Turkey, I was doing a meet your spirit guides session for someone & one of their guides came through strong with the name Ataturk. I dismissed it, thinking it was just I had seen the name so much.
I also found out that Alister Crowley had a strong link to aliens, in particular ones called greys & reptilians. These ones are known as the more negative kind.
I decide that I have to go to Zennor to find his house, which I believe I do, in pretty much no time at all seeming Zennor is so tiny. I am then left wondering what I should do. Feeling a strong wondering of why am I there.......
That night my sleep is disturbed by my partner saying something controversial in his sleep, to which I immediately said "what?" which woke him, I then told him what happened, he became very unsettled saying he felt like something mischievous made him say it. We both became aware of a dark presence downstairs & he wanted to go down to investigate. I didn't want him to & my little black cat Mystic jumped on his chest keeping him in bed. We opened our favourite book of meditations for guidance & it said "don't look down on death!" So we stayed where we were, but we had a very disturbed night, in our half conscious states I was hearing the funeral toll & my partner was seeing dead spiders which was unnerving as he has a very personal connection to spiders.
That weekend I return to work in London & stay in my friend's Tippee on a balcony in Brixton whilst storms lash Cornwall. I am feeling lucky it's not also happening on the balcony! My friend has the same phone as me which came with a touch screen pen, she lost hers & we were talking about how easily done that would be..The next day I loose it! On the phone I tell my partner who says "at least it wasn't your ipod" (warning number 3) The next day I loose my ipod!
I return to Cornwall after the storm had blown over & see no evidence that it had ever been. The next morning, my partner wakes me to tell me his dream:
"I dreamt there were two planets in the sky & a storm was raging, a car fell out of the sky & there was a dead dinosaur on the ground, a beast tried to eat me & Tom (our other cat) saved me"
I receive a text from a client saying they have to cancel due to the guy that died in ZENNOR at the weekend. I wonder what happened, feeling so shocked. I was there less than a week before wondering what I was to do....
I go into work at St Ives & I see evidence of the storm all around, so many shops flooded & stock lost, our shop was one of them. My colleague tells me that a car blew into the sea at Zennor during the storm & four people were missing. I go white, thinking of my partner's dream.
A lady walks in & starts talking about "The Notebook" which is the first film my fiance & I watched so is special to us. She keeps going on & on about the death scene, how it looks like they got "handfasted" & then just decided to die together, she goes on & on, saying she wants to know how they managed it. I feel unsettled, We are getting handfasted.
When I get home, my partner asks me what I think of his dream, I tell him the news. So he asks me what I think. I say I think his dream was a premonition. That I think the "horizontal rain storm" was a cover up for the other planet to come close, that the planet is linked to the Reptilians (dinosaur) & Alister Crowley (the beast) I am alarmed that the beast was attacking him, & there has been talk & scenes of death so close to us.
We had been sent a package that day, we open it to find a 4 dvd box set. The series is called "Taken" it is about Alien abduction, there are four DVD'S on each of them. There is one person pictured, three of them have men on, one of them a lady. Three men & one lady were involved in the car "accident" in Zennor. Although one man lived & all the others have sadly died as the bodies have been found. Which leaves me wondering if aliens are now more interested in our souls.
I start to feel even more unsettled, everytime synchronicity happens at this level of strength to me it ends in death. The first time it was a friend who committed suicide, the second time an acquaintance went the same way & now four people I didn't even know, yet each time I am guided so strongly & this time was no less. Less than a week ago I was guided there & after completing one step I had a feeling there was more I had to do there but I did not know what.
The my partner unconsciously starts to sing "every night in my dreams I see you that is how I know you go on" this line is from the Titanic song that was played at my daughter's funeral, I have to ask him to stop twice & he still didn't know the exact line he was singing.. (linking back to the dream)
By this time I am getting very upset & he prays to god for a sign to let me know all is good. We go for a walk & as soon as we step outside we are presented with the most beautiful strong double rainbow I have ever seen in my life. I look up & think to myself "its all part of the spectrum & the spectrum makes a very strong beauty" my partner is over the moon & then the lady from where we are getting handfasted (the one who nearly bought Alister Crowley's place) ran past us with a big love heart on her chest...
I start to feel better, but then last week my partner gives up smoking, his health goes down & he starts to feel really agitated, we do a past life & he is taken to a death, & told "he is in the same place, so this time he has to stop it". I spend two hours giving him healing before I leave for London & I feel so exhausted on the journey. I get to my five rhythms dance class & live in hope of having renewed energy once I begin as often happens but I sink lower & feel really upset, sad & angry at whatever has been having what seems like fun & games at my/our expense. Its just not funny.
The Five Rhythms dance is a two hour long free movement meditation, & this one is set in an ancient London Catholic Church, it is quite simply a breathtakingly beautiful & powerful place for this & I start to let my anger & sadness take me over. I get angry at the universe, I let it see what I really think & feel & my dance turns into a type of banishing ritual.
I tell it enough is enough as I swirl around, arms thrashing around, tears burning my eyes & sights of Jesus, stained glass windows & candelabras & incredible stonemasonary surround me.
I fall to the floor & this sadness rises right up from my gut & turns into a real deep cry as it reaches my throat & eyes...
In the circle at the end a girl talks about how sad she feels, she is crying desperately about all the hatred & anger in her country.....TURKEY
I tell my partner this on the phone that night. He laughs & says only I have the balls to tell the universe off! He reminds me once again about having a bit of humility, not getting disturbed & trusting the universe is always right.
The next morning I walk into Kings Cross station & am faced with a huge billboard saying "Sorry for being negative!" I can't even work out whats being advertised. My partner thinks it's hilarious!
My partner has managed to give up smoking & his health was back to normal the next day, all is seeming behind us now.........But even if it isn't, it's just part of the spectrum. Even the most negative souls have a light in their eye........Sometimes we just need to face our deepest darkest fears to know how light, bright & strong we really are.... & after all, we are being light & bright & true to ourselves right now, by having an out & out Tarot wedding/handfasting, which has caused challenges for some family members, we are excavating the taboo, to turn what was once hidden & shrouded in darkness into something exposed into light & love.... Part of me does feel there is some unfinished business, that maybe this exposure will continue, I don't understand it all right now, but I believe one day I will, we all will...
So light & love to every spectrum of your being......................til next time
Tiffany
Monday, 2 February 2009
When the student is ready the teacher appears alright!
I have just began teaching Reiki in Mysteries, which I am so happy about as since I shut my shop in London & moved to cornwall, teaching Reiki has been rather difficult.
I get an email last week asking if there was any spaces left on the up & coming Reiki course. I redirect them to Mysteries & ask if that is where I know them from.
They reply to say that her & her partner knew me from Namaste, they only came in once, but from that moment they knew they wanted to learn Reiki with me & then the shop shut & I disappeared.
She had searched to no avail & her partner told her not to worry, that they would find me when the time was right.
Three years later I start teaching Reiki at Mysteries & they happened to come in & discover the leaflet!
As they were relaying this story to the class on Sunday, another guy also clicked! It turns out he also had planned to do it with me then, but I had disappeared! Only he hadn't realised it was me!
He was there for the good of his relationship & after his attunement a book literally flew of the shelf behind him right at him, it was called "the history of love!"
Wow! I love you spirit! Thankyou!
You are so funny, as mercury turns direct it seems you are really communicating through printed words! (see also post below!)
GOD IS A JOURNALIST!
I get an email last week asking if there was any spaces left on the up & coming Reiki course. I redirect them to Mysteries & ask if that is where I know them from.
They reply to say that her & her partner knew me from Namaste, they only came in once, but from that moment they knew they wanted to learn Reiki with me & then the shop shut & I disappeared.
She had searched to no avail & her partner told her not to worry, that they would find me when the time was right.
Three years later I start teaching Reiki at Mysteries & they happened to come in & discover the leaflet!
As they were relaying this story to the class on Sunday, another guy also clicked! It turns out he also had planned to do it with me then, but I had disappeared! Only he hadn't realised it was me!
He was there for the good of his relationship & after his attunement a book literally flew of the shelf behind him right at him, it was called "the history of love!"
Wow! I love you spirit! Thankyou!
You are so funny, as mercury turns direct it seems you are really communicating through printed words! (see also post below!)
GOD IS A JOURNALIST!
Real life Joan of Arcadia
Has anyone seen Joan of Arcadia?
It is a tv programme about a girl called Joan who gets visited by god everyday. But in the guise of an ordinary person.
Now this can be a relatively normal phenomena for us everyday of our lives as you could say we are all part of god but I swear this really happened to me on Thursday...
Thursday! Oh god Thursday! I got hacked & a virus on Thursday & it spread to all my contacts- which in turn spread to all their contacts & so on. I should write a book- "How to loose friends & alienate people!"
It all happened because once again my self sabotage voice called mr Rush took over my self empowerment voice of miss intuition.
I was sat at a station kicking myself thinking "I still haven't learnt, not even after loosing 4.5 million on the lottery that time." When a lady smiling at me enigmatically & calmly came over to me, she had a compassionate feel. She didn't say a word, just handed me a newspaper & walked off! I look at the headline & it says "loss of 4.5 million"!
I couldn't work out why! As if I needed reminding! It had already occured to me! All I can think is that spirit have a wicked sense of humour! In more ways than one!
It is a tv programme about a girl called Joan who gets visited by god everyday. But in the guise of an ordinary person.
Now this can be a relatively normal phenomena for us everyday of our lives as you could say we are all part of god but I swear this really happened to me on Thursday...
Thursday! Oh god Thursday! I got hacked & a virus on Thursday & it spread to all my contacts- which in turn spread to all their contacts & so on. I should write a book- "How to loose friends & alienate people!"
It all happened because once again my self sabotage voice called mr Rush took over my self empowerment voice of miss intuition.
I was sat at a station kicking myself thinking "I still haven't learnt, not even after loosing 4.5 million on the lottery that time." When a lady smiling at me enigmatically & calmly came over to me, she had a compassionate feel. She didn't say a word, just handed me a newspaper & walked off! I look at the headline & it says "loss of 4.5 million"!
I couldn't work out why! As if I needed reminding! It had already occured to me! All I can think is that spirit have a wicked sense of humour! In more ways than one!
Thursday, 27 November 2008
Random moments.......
I have been waiting since July to blog about something that tops the lottery one (but not won!) in July & after 4 months I figure I may never blog again if I continue that way! This week has been quite amusing (to say the least) with lots of funny random moments so I figure at least I can give you a laugh (I hope).
I have been trying to find what the common thread is that runs through all of them & I wondered if it was communication, but now I think it's just spirit reminding us the importance of having a sense of humour in these times... I have to say they have done a good job! Only a couple of weeks ago I was feeling incredibly down, but spirit have made their presence known in such a funny way, it has been impossible to stay there...
COMMUNICATIONS
Joy, joy, joy, has been emphasised to me so much lately, been told it by so many Phychics, that this is the path I tread right now, when I been feeling so shit! That will be right! I know that's the way it works! Linda, Belinda, Lynsey, Lin, they just keep coming, over & over again!!!! Client after client, fellow healer after healer, & teacher.....does anyone know what the name means, is it Joy by any chance?!
COMMUNICATION?
1)The last few weekly journeys to London from Penzance have been horrific, bad weather, engineering, sometimes causing upto a ten hour journey, getting in at 1:30 am sometimes & feeling rather ill, or cold, after one such particular journey I was then in my car, driving along & I heard spirit tell me to turn the radio on. It was Enya, John! My darling non-blood father in the spirit world- He loved Enya so much it was played at his funeral, but this wasn't Harry's game, it was a song I had never heard before & I strained to hear the uncomprehendable words, to which I heard spirit say, don't worry, you will get the message when you pull up. Sure enough I was pulling up as the song finished & the presenter announced "winter rains & trains by Enya". It was so beautiful to laugh so loud by myself (or not as the case maybe)...
SENSE OF HUMOUR?
2)Again, feeling low, in London this time, in that period, Rich rings me to say a parcel had arrived for our landlady, at the same time one had arrived for Nicole his 12 yr old daughter, from her nan, they arrived home & she rang straight away asking Nicole if she had recieved the parcel, to which Nicole opended the landlady's & pulled out the Joy of Sex!!!! I can't quite get the spiritual message in that one, but once again I was laughing!
COMMUNICATION/SENSE OF HUMOUR?
3)I have a regular client who has been seeing me every month for two years, every sitting is about potential partners, she is a very attractive lady & not short of them by any means! Last Saturday we were in one such reading & spirit shouted "Colin" (name has been changed for confidentiality) I said "do you know a Colin?" "Yes I know a Colin why what are you getting?" I say that spirit tells me he is the one so who is he? To which she replies "Oh- only my long term partner for 16 yrs!" I was gobsmacked! Just goes to show, even us readers don't know it all!........
COMMUNICATION
4)My mum, my ex & I go to a spiritual development class, we have to spin blindfolded in a circle and place a feather on a bird symbol, all three of us place our feather on the magpie symbol...
I go to a Crystal Skull workshop on Sun & am asked to take a crystal skull card. What do I pick? Yes a card with a Magpie on- because they are so common? (I think not)- like Magpies! So what do Magpies mean? Well superstition, limiting thoughts & beliefs? Sure enough the next card I got was Abundance island- yipeee!!!!!!!!! Still what I am working on- as well as my mum & my ex...
COMMUNICATION/SENSE OF HUMOUR?
5) On Monday it would have been my daughter Lauren's eleventh birthday, I had a lovely day reading for a new client who had come on two seperate reccomendations by her sister & her friend, after which I went to a greasy spoon to satisfy my craving for a teacake!- They were taking their time & I was getting aggravated as I needed to be back for two, which it was. She then didn't have any paper bags so started to wrap it up in polystyrine & paper like a portion of chips!- Eventually she handed me the t-chip-cake! & a turned to walk out the door which was six feet away, at that moment the handle went down on the glass door & it opened and I smiled & walked out (like it was normal!) her face certainly didn't think it was! I couldn't get my head around it either actually!- But when I was meditating at my other Cornwall work place on Wednesday I went so deep it felt like I had totally tranced out, I came round woosey & felt I should go out, I went to walk out the door & it shut in my face as soon as I reached it! Maybe it was Lauren! My child telling me no treats & lots of peace!!!!!!!!!
I then go out christmas shopping with my partner & walk into a shop to hear a lady say "I only ever saw one spiritual lady, she was definately on something I wonder if she was drunk" I look to see who she's talking too & it's the lady I read for on Monday...Oh we were just talking about you! she said. "She turns to the lady & says this is Tiffany!" (If only I had walked in just a few moments before!)
Rich & I then go to Co-op to get some Chilli sauce, I am holding two jars & reading the energy content. He finds one & thinks that's the best! I don't know I tell him, & ask him to read me the energy, "I don't know how to" he proclaims, "It's on the label" I say "Oh!" he says "I thought you meant read me the energy!!!!!!!!"
So here's to spirits & sense of humours, but not the kind that other spiritual lady was on!!!!!!!
May you have a spiritual yuletide xxxxxxxxx
I have been trying to find what the common thread is that runs through all of them & I wondered if it was communication, but now I think it's just spirit reminding us the importance of having a sense of humour in these times... I have to say they have done a good job! Only a couple of weeks ago I was feeling incredibly down, but spirit have made their presence known in such a funny way, it has been impossible to stay there...
COMMUNICATIONS
Joy, joy, joy, has been emphasised to me so much lately, been told it by so many Phychics, that this is the path I tread right now, when I been feeling so shit! That will be right! I know that's the way it works! Linda, Belinda, Lynsey, Lin, they just keep coming, over & over again!!!! Client after client, fellow healer after healer, & teacher.....does anyone know what the name means, is it Joy by any chance?!
COMMUNICATION?
1)The last few weekly journeys to London from Penzance have been horrific, bad weather, engineering, sometimes causing upto a ten hour journey, getting in at 1:30 am sometimes & feeling rather ill, or cold, after one such particular journey I was then in my car, driving along & I heard spirit tell me to turn the radio on. It was Enya, John! My darling non-blood father in the spirit world- He loved Enya so much it was played at his funeral, but this wasn't Harry's game, it was a song I had never heard before & I strained to hear the uncomprehendable words, to which I heard spirit say, don't worry, you will get the message when you pull up. Sure enough I was pulling up as the song finished & the presenter announced "winter rains & trains by Enya". It was so beautiful to laugh so loud by myself (or not as the case maybe)...
SENSE OF HUMOUR?
2)Again, feeling low, in London this time, in that period, Rich rings me to say a parcel had arrived for our landlady, at the same time one had arrived for Nicole his 12 yr old daughter, from her nan, they arrived home & she rang straight away asking Nicole if she had recieved the parcel, to which Nicole opended the landlady's & pulled out the Joy of Sex!!!! I can't quite get the spiritual message in that one, but once again I was laughing!
COMMUNICATION/SENSE OF HUMOUR?
3)I have a regular client who has been seeing me every month for two years, every sitting is about potential partners, she is a very attractive lady & not short of them by any means! Last Saturday we were in one such reading & spirit shouted "Colin" (name has been changed for confidentiality) I said "do you know a Colin?" "Yes I know a Colin why what are you getting?" I say that spirit tells me he is the one so who is he? To which she replies "Oh- only my long term partner for 16 yrs!" I was gobsmacked! Just goes to show, even us readers don't know it all!........
COMMUNICATION
4)My mum, my ex & I go to a spiritual development class, we have to spin blindfolded in a circle and place a feather on a bird symbol, all three of us place our feather on the magpie symbol...
I go to a Crystal Skull workshop on Sun & am asked to take a crystal skull card. What do I pick? Yes a card with a Magpie on- because they are so common? (I think not)- like Magpies! So what do Magpies mean? Well superstition, limiting thoughts & beliefs? Sure enough the next card I got was Abundance island- yipeee!!!!!!!!! Still what I am working on- as well as my mum & my ex...
COMMUNICATION/SENSE OF HUMOUR?
5) On Monday it would have been my daughter Lauren's eleventh birthday, I had a lovely day reading for a new client who had come on two seperate reccomendations by her sister & her friend, after which I went to a greasy spoon to satisfy my craving for a teacake!- They were taking their time & I was getting aggravated as I needed to be back for two, which it was. She then didn't have any paper bags so started to wrap it up in polystyrine & paper like a portion of chips!- Eventually she handed me the t-chip-cake! & a turned to walk out the door which was six feet away, at that moment the handle went down on the glass door & it opened and I smiled & walked out (like it was normal!) her face certainly didn't think it was! I couldn't get my head around it either actually!- But when I was meditating at my other Cornwall work place on Wednesday I went so deep it felt like I had totally tranced out, I came round woosey & felt I should go out, I went to walk out the door & it shut in my face as soon as I reached it! Maybe it was Lauren! My child telling me no treats & lots of peace!!!!!!!!!
I then go out christmas shopping with my partner & walk into a shop to hear a lady say "I only ever saw one spiritual lady, she was definately on something I wonder if she was drunk" I look to see who she's talking too & it's the lady I read for on Monday...Oh we were just talking about you! she said. "She turns to the lady & says this is Tiffany!" (If only I had walked in just a few moments before!)
Rich & I then go to Co-op to get some Chilli sauce, I am holding two jars & reading the energy content. He finds one & thinks that's the best! I don't know I tell him, & ask him to read me the energy, "I don't know how to" he proclaims, "It's on the label" I say "Oh!" he says "I thought you meant read me the energy!!!!!!!!"
So here's to spirits & sense of humours, but not the kind that other spiritual lady was on!!!!!!!
May you have a spiritual yuletide xxxxxxxxx
Thursday, 3 July 2008
I am still working on it! (Trust and abundance, trust and Abundance!)
After all the recent goings on you'd think I would have got the message!
Last Wednesday, I had a client come for a reading, he wanted to become a professional gambler. Afterwards I found myself around town at a bit of a loose end, so I decided to give the lottery a whirl.
I felt my guide so strongly, she stands to my right, she gave me the numbers 11,12, 22,23, 36,37, and for some reason I decided to split them into two lines, at her protest!
It turns out, if I had put them all on one line I would be 4.5 million better off instead of a tenner on each line!
That, is by far the most expensive spiritual development class I have ever encountered!
Nobody won it that night, so I thought I will try again on Saturday as if I wasmeant to have won it, then surely I will!
I didn't!
So, it seems, the whole thing was purely meant to be a lesson in trust and how I tend to get in my own way. Boy George I hope I learnt it!!!
Last Wednesday, I had a client come for a reading, he wanted to become a professional gambler. Afterwards I found myself around town at a bit of a loose end, so I decided to give the lottery a whirl.
I felt my guide so strongly, she stands to my right, she gave me the numbers 11,12, 22,23, 36,37, and for some reason I decided to split them into two lines, at her protest!
It turns out, if I had put them all on one line I would be 4.5 million better off instead of a tenner on each line!
That, is by far the most expensive spiritual development class I have ever encountered!
Nobody won it that night, so I thought I will try again on Saturday as if I wasmeant to have won it, then surely I will!
I didn't!
So, it seems, the whole thing was purely meant to be a lesson in trust and how I tend to get in my own way. Boy George I hope I learnt it!!!
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